Praseodymium fluoratum

5.7 Praseodymium fluoratum

Analysis
Irresolute about themselves but slick
Avoiding autonomy when rejected
Preparing to become autonomous for glamour
Doubt how to integrate sex and morality
Doubting how to do body building
Confusion how to be autonomous without being rejected
Cautious with criminality
Discovering themselves in crime
Avoiding the inner world out of fear finding amorality
Alternating between autonomy and glamour
Autonomy feels unrealistic and amoral
Avoiding and cheating in order to become autonomous
Making plans to become independent and glamorous
Trying to be independent is amoral
Lonely proposing and avoiding sex: flasher

Insecure about themselves but slick
They look self-assured but internally they feel insecure. They know that they have to become autonomous, but they don't know how to do it. They often see money and wealth as a means to become autonomous, because they feel that their inner value isn't seen. So they try to become attractive in other ways. They try to be attractive sexually or with glamorous things like big cars. Money is a means to freedom.

Confusion how to be autonomous without being rejected
Their insecurity is often a consequence of being maltreated or rejected as a person. They can be seen as amoral and even criminal by others, especially when they try to be independent. Trying to be independent is amoral, for them or other people. So they don't know how to be autonomous without being rejected. When they behave freely and get criticized they can withdraw and give up their freedom, but only to try it again next time, as they have an inner drive to become independent.

Alternating between autonomy and glamour
They can be confused over how to combine the inner world and the outer world. They have a desire to discover their inner world, their soul. But their soul is full of dangerous and amoral aspects which frighten them. So they avoid going into it too much, out of fear of the shadow, that their dark side will take over and they will become criminal. They have the need to survive and fear that life will come to an end, so they need money and possessions. But that can also feel like a loss of self-control and autonomy.

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