1.2 Catha edulis
Trituration proving, 13-3-2011, Lamu.
Provers: Prover 9, Prover 11, Prover 12, Prover 15.
All giggling hysterically before starting.
Prover 15 first to triturate.
All had watery discharge from nose. "like sniffing cocaine”.
No commitment.
Initial hysteria now settled to relaxed nonsense conversation.
Very 'trippy' (Prover 15).
Wants to lie (Prover 9 and Prover 15).
Numbness of skin (Prover 15).
Cough (Prover 15, Prover 12).
Prover 9 to triturate
Lips numb (Prover 12).
Prover 15 behaving like an 'idiot'.
We feel like we're not good provers … as we are not taking this very seriously.
Muslim people sitting in street- let life go- sit there and have a look and let go (Prover 15).
None of us can add numbers … 6 + 4 ?????.
no idea, STUPID.
All have a desire for coca cola
Heavy, happy.
All heavy and happy.
Prover 9: "You all look beautiful, but scenery boring".
BORING.
Lips numbness (Prover 9).
Big head (Prover 15).
life could pass and pass.
Pain in forehead- headache (Prover 12).
WAITING FOR NOTHING.
Numbness and nothingness.
comfortable flatness … comfortably numb.
Hopelessness.
Headache (Prover 9, Prover 11, Prover 12).
Heavy eyelids.
Slow and heavy.
Stingy sensation all over (Prover 12).
Slight pulsation over right eye.
Really bad pain in chest. hot red face (Prover 12).
No one concerned by Prover 12’s pain in chest.
No brain, stonedness, confused numbness.
STUPID. brain dead.
Hysterical again. comes in waves.
DO chickens ITCH?
Prover 15 doesn’t understand anything. even words loos completely stoned and stupid.
Prover 9 has a pain in her ovaries.
and cant keep her eyes open. so heavy. so tired sooooo bored.
doesn’t really matter.
Prover 15 taking a lie down for 5 minutes.
Prover 11 and Prover 12 got tickly cough.
Prover 11 falls asleep.
Prover 9 gone off talking to Prover 19. left group.
flat feeling again into zone.
Group all over the place.
Prover 15 … feeling its all over. doesn’t affect me anymore. it is finished now.
clearer in the head.
Prover 9 much better. feels happy for Prover 19.
Prover 12 much clearer in head.
Prover 11 woke up.
All talking serious stuff, Japan ( the problems with the tsunami and the disater with the nuclear powr plant in March 2011), "we know nothing", shocked, fear, hopelessness, seriousness.
Prover 15 feeling refreshed, clear want to clear things out energy high, focused.
Prover 11 - dream - of undulating beach, like a wave ………… like the impermanence of the world. She has a headache.
Prover 12 rocking side to side.
Prover 9 again in serious conversation about Japan nuclear accident.
Prover 19 joined group, and talking about it also.
Prover 10 joined.
Prover 11 still unable to wake…zoned.
Prover 15 "its really important what we are doing here".
in a deadly serious tone.
Prover 9 hopes for a better future for her daughter.
Hopelessness in the face of disaster.
go away from it with numbness … hopelessness, cant do anything.
helplessness.
Prover 11 asleep again.
No future for young generation. anxiety hopelessness. suicidal feelings.
very depressing.
feeling of failure, mankind decides to take risks. out of greed.
danger. condemned to die.
Prover 15. colder. hopelessness.
Just sit and chew it. no job no income. no future.
Prover 12. hopeless. dark sadness. WE SCREWED IT ALL UP, RUINED IT.
Prover 11 woke up. cold.
Prover 15 impulse to jump off balcony.
Prover 11 can’t wake.
Prover 9. calling Prover 11, Prover 11, Prover 11.
like being called out of anaesthetic.
by nurse.
hearing this calling way off… but really wanting to stay. in bliss.
but this calling. like someone reaching for you… someone caring enough about you to notice you had gone.
nice that someone’s cares.
full of love.
Much softer energy.
Prover 12 asked Prover 15 to hold bowel while waiting for Prover 19.
caring for substance seems important now.
holy, sacred.
Prover 11. felt she could have died there.
so hard to come back.
Freezing cold.
Pulling together as group.
Prover 15 not tired any more. also cold.
Prover 12.. lighter brighter, softer = we have solved the problem. there is a future now. Prover 15 observes. it is like we have arrived. Prover 9 amazed we all got here safely.
Prover 11 started tidying up.
Prover 15. there is a lot of hope.
Oneness is the solution to your Higher self.
I think we solved the problem in Japan.SPositive solutions.
Working together as one humanity. we can solve the problems of the world when we realise we are all one and work together.