Number: 66526.16.
Series: Hydrogen, Carbon, Silicon, Iron, Silver series, Lanthanides; emphasis on Silver series.
Clades: Apocyneae; Gentianales; Lamiidae; Asteranae; Angiospermae.
Phase: 2; Subphase: 6.
Stage: 16.
Culture: Alice in Wonderland.
Source: Kenton provings.
Introduction
There is a clash between men and women. Women feel dependent on men that are cheating, lying, raping and adulterous. But they feel they cannot leave as they are dependent on them. They see it as a failure when their marriage would end, when they cannot make their husband happy. They feel guilty at the thought they couldn’t make their husband happy or that he might commit suicide when they leave.
In the end they escape the marriage, flee away or divorce. But they don’t know where to go or what to do. They have no anchor in themselves. They need support and feel lost in the wilderness of society. They have the feeling they have to choose between two bad things, a bad man or bad society. They are women choosing the bad men, the cheater and liar, the rapers and adulterous. They keep on blaming the bad guys, the bad men, the other women sleeping with their husband, so that they can keep on projecting the bad on men and they don’t have to look at their own part. They see good men as boring.
Feminine power, energy.
Distracted from ones direction, your spiritual path.
Women being more dependent in relationships than men, < history, subconscious feeling of generations.
Mind
Helping, caring and trusting between women.
Contrast between believing and disbelieving, trusting and distrust.
Dark, cold, heavy, oppressing.
Healing power, hidden, not knowing how to apply it.
Romantic, desire romance.
Body
Fever: < infections.
Nervous: paralysis.
Head: apoplexy.
Throat: cramping, clenching pain.
Heart: pain, sharp.
Stomach: nausea.
Limbs: broken, ankle; rheumatic arthritis; ankle sprains.
Skin: infected wounds.
Discussion
Women feel used but cannot make a change.
Women who blame their husbands for treating them badly.
Women who go for the bad guys, to be able to blame them for the shit in their life.
Women not yet in their female power.
Manoholics.
Choice between two things both disagreeable.
Women abusing men or men abusing women.
Serious ankle pain.
Analysis
Phase 2: dependent.
Subphase 6: used.
Lanthanides: want to be independent.
Stage 16: neglecting; become an outcast.
DD: Myrtales; women are less worth, silver series.
Proving
Trituration proving, 5-10-2012, Kenton on sea.
We fled in the bush because our men are very harsh.
Prover 1 is paralysed, she cannot walk, as if her right ankle is broken; she has terrible pain, lies in the hammock.
Prover 6 falls from her chair into the woods; dirt gets into the mortar.
We desire to go on, but are afraid that our men are coming, but Prover 1 cannot move.
We didn't think about the time.
Prover 1 feels in a cocoon.
Prover 6 thinks that we are in the rain forest in South America. Prover 1 did once a meditation about white men at the top of the heap, the top of being self-convinced, so superior, like men from City bank, politicians, gorilla's with their thick fat bellies, stinking from alcohol.
Prover 6 is concerned about Prover 1; our men are pursuing us. We escaped by making them drunk.
We speak about self-responsibility. Prover 1 is getting fever. We are stuck, we cannot move.
It is a sore sharp pain, swelling at the outside of the ankle. Prover 6 puts an ointment on it and tapes it. It is hopeless, helpless. We have no confidence. We can make contact with our female ancestors. Prover 1 gets sicker and sicker, she cannot move from the stitching pain. Prover 6 fears starvation.
Repressed female energy.
Why do we make ourselves dependent on men. Why don't we stand on our own feet.
The plant has tiny, white flowers. The thorns are to protect the female flower.
Prover 1 gets heart pain. Prover 6 and Prover 7 sing for Prover 1, healing songs. It feel very strong. Prover 6 takes the ankles of Prover 1, Prover 7 her head. It feels as if Prover 1 gives them back her healing power. We are on the boat on the river. Prover 1 asks for water. Food becomes better. She needs a new anchor, a new grounding. We sing again healing songs, We are sad that we had to leave our children. Prover 1 feels that she is the new anchor, there is no need for anyone else.
I am the new anchor, the new light.
It is the battle between reality and illusion, between hope and hopelessness.
When we go in affair, there is distraction, no centering, a tendency to fall back.
The solution is to become androgyne.
There is a conflict between being a lover and a mother, between being used and dependent.
Stop getting distracting by sex.
Sound “num num”.
The over all feeling was of being hopeless and helpless and not finding our own power, or thinking we did not have the strength or power to get our selves out of the situation. We were handing over our power to men, to love and in that losing our intuitive female power and instincts. So getting lost in the security of being protected or looked after by a man. But of course not realising that by handing over our power we are then abused.
The fight to find our own inner strength.
The realisation that women have an inner strength that is so powerful, an intuitive grace, that we don’t need to lose ourselves in love, not to be distracted by flattery, seduction, but to see that women, when they stand alone, emanate power that only draws men to them.
Totally empowering feeling.