16 Burchellia bubalina
Number: 66544.11.
Series: Hydrogen, Carbon, SIlicon, Iron, Silver series, Lanthanides, emphasis Silver series.
Clades: Ixoroideae; Rubiales; Lamiidae; Asteranae; Angiospermae.
Phase: 4; Subphase: 4.
Stage: 11.
Introduction
Conflict between rules, duties as learned from teachers, priests and parents and going your own way, deciding for yourself what is good and bad. At one hand there are all kinds of rules one has to adhere to, that one has learned in youth, and that have to be followed strictly, correctly. This gives a lot of stress, hard working. At the other hand there is the realisation that one has to decide for oneself and that rules from others have no meaning unless they have an inner resonance. As soon as one has realised the latter, life become light, like in the "Unbearable lightness of being".
Another aspect is that one can easily become someone who commands, who wants to take life lightly and let others work for them. Like a lion who lets his females hunt for him and then is the first to start the meal.
Mind
Haughty.
Hard work, frustrating.
General
Sleep: sleepy, drowsy.
Body
Back: pain, neck pain.
Discussion
Lightness of being, relaxing, easy, humming.
Loved touch, the cats, playful, lovely.
Obedient, very hard working, duty, pressure versus light.
Follow the rules strictly versus braking or avoiding them.
Going one own way, without discussion.
Losing roots, religion, cultural authority.
Analysis
Silver series: cultural rules.
Lanthanide: inner freedom; going one own way.
Phase 4, Subphase 4: easy; without discussion.
Rubiaceae: conflict between cultural rules and inner freedom.
Stage 10, 11?
Proving
Trituration proving, 2-10-2012, Kenton on Sea.
Prover 10: very sticky.
Prover 5: caring.
Prover 9: old stories about Wadstories experiences.
Prover 10: frustration because nothing is moving.
Small amounts of staff, but hard work.
Prover 9: my father was doctor and a pharmacist as well, I remember him doing the same.
Prover 5: feels a sort of pressure and constriction behind the sternum.
Prover 9: it is still heavy to get it from the wall of the bowl, it tries to make a new design on the wall.
Prover 5: pressure extends from the front to the back and while triturating it becomes more.
Material disappears in the wall oft he mortar.
Tiring, exhausting.
I want it to come to an end.
Checking the clock 3 times.
Sticks to the pistil and spade.
Working very hard, especially the two ladies.
Precise.
Prover 5: doing things for others.
Remembering old stories.
Prover 10: now doing is much lighter, if you knock it, it falls from the wall.
Light hand.
Prover 9: no rules for the amount of pressure.
Prover 10: warm feeling, gets up serenity, ascendent.
Prover 9: lions, male do not do much; females do much more, they do the job.
Prover 5: I have done to much effort.
Prover 10: I’m hot.
Prover 9: he does it very calm, likes to be quiet.
Prover 10: cares for us, serving water.
Prover 5: her neck is still stiff and hurting.
Prover 10: she is lying in the swing, she has an easiness like disbanding. The cat is around her, they play together.
Prover 10 laughs.
Prover 9 is also very relaxed, feels a pressure on his right eye.
Prover 10: „The Lightness of being“.
She doesn’t want us, to work so hard while she is relaxed.
Prover 5: is jealous that Prover 10; is so relaxed.
Prover 9: watching a dead tree which is taken over by another plant and lichen.
Prover 5: I’m the last one, and the powder has gone. Even when I do it easily it hurts my shoulders.
Prover 10: I’m very awake, who wants coffee?
We have to do another 40 minutes, because we did not fill the mortar with new milk sugar.
Prover 14: I take the full blame, did not explain it correctly.
Prover 10: I worked so hard in the beginning, now I see, it brings nothing. I could do it much lighter.
Time for coffee with Prover 15.
Prover 9: I’m very relaxed and he starts to sing.
It reminds him to sculpturing a stone. When you are sculpturing you are never in a rush. It reminds me of my own working on a stone. If you cut something, it is away. With clay it is more in a hurry, more movement, more rush.
Prover 5: it is so easy now, but my neck still hurts.
Straining, obedient, dutiful.
C 2
Prover 9: „Buddha working“. Like Stage 10, in the centre.
He stirs in calmness and without any thoughts, feelings, pressure; very relaxed, singing.
Prover 10: changing cloth.
Prover 5: “I become more relaxed as well, it is curious, that I have to strain my self all the time; I think the theme of this plant is to let got, to relax.”
Prover 9: yawns and meditates, looks like as he is sleeping in the swing.
Prover 14 lost his way in the bush.
Prover 10 triturates now very quick and swinging like dancing, without any effort, the whole table shakes and also the water in the glasses swings rhythmically. She starts singing:
Mama sagt Du darfst nicht kĂĽssen.
Mama sagt, das tut man nicht.
Ja die Mama muss es wissen.
Weil sie aus Erfahrung spricht.
Laughing, lightness, funny.
We have to wake up Prover 9.
Prover 9: we are talking about homesickness after we talked about making pesto out of coriander.
Then we verify the different meanings of: evacuation, emigration, refugees, because we did not really mean homesickness, what comes up.
C 3
Prover 5 stirs to unwind: “I always have to do my duty, correctness”.
Still it hurts in the neck.
Time goes now much faster.
Prover 10: confession, convent; confess, strict in religion; but after the war the rules are less strict, it is not a sin; but then I refused the religion.
Lightness of being.
Obedience versus disobedience.
Talking about rules, avoiding rules, braking rules.
Following them or being over strict with them.
“who says that“ who has the right to say that?
The remedy makes Prover 10 very thirsty for water and Prover 9 for coffee.
Prover 9: Quietness.
Easy going.
Humming.
Like cutting bread, just doing it mechanically.
Just being in the moment.
No pressure anymore, finishing the work.
Prover 10 is sleeping in the hammock.
Prover 5: talking about our children, about growing up, upbringing; bilingual education, right or wrong; how the children refused it or not; how they learned it finally, without pressure, just by wish.
Prover 10: easy going, no rules anymore.
Not anarchism, just no pressure.
Just doing it my way.
Also Prover 5 allows others to manage the rules, like time measuring.
Prover 10 has to do it fast and rhythmic.
Prover 9: done!