Number: 64436.14
Series: Hydrogen, Carbon, Silicon, Iron series; emphasis on Iron series.
Clades: Achariaceae; Violales; Fabidae; Fabanae; Angiospermae.
Series: Iron series of Iron series.
Phase: 3; Subphase: 6.
Stage: 14.
Botany: the tree attracts lightnings, on the other side people use it to protect their homes.
Source: http: //www. plantzafrica. com/plantklm/kiggelarafric.htm.
Culture: Alice in Wonderland.
Use: to divert lightning from homes into the tree.
Introduction
They feel chaotic and confused in a strange world. The world is hard and their have been many hardships. The hardships have been so many that they cannot let them be. They have become distanced and estranged from everything, from their emotions, their children, all relatives. They are disconnected, but behave as if they don’t know themselves. They find it normal to be distant and cold. They let their children be raised by nannies and send them to boarding schools.
Mind
Giggling.
Everything is allowed.
Death is a birthday.
Happynough: happy enough.
Solvution: solution and evolution.
Abandoned, isolated; live in own world, put everything else out, fence out.
Aversion: plastic people, masquerade.
Theme: breast feeding, everybody.
Theme: unrelated, clack of warmth.
Alice in Wonderland; strange story.
Death in childbirth, without emotion.
Lack of emotion, relation, connection, compassion.
Children send to boarding school, raised by nannies.
Complete indifference.
Life is about to die.
Weird, disconnected mothering.
Body
Energy: tired, heavy.
Vertigo.
Head: headache temples.
Mouth: tongue prickling.
Chest: breasts swollen, congested.
Stomach: nausea.
Abdomen: pain liver.
Limbs: arms and hands were cut off.
Proving
Kiggelaria africana, proving.
Trituration proving, 2-10-2012, Kenton on sea.
1: three expressions: death is a birthday, issue with dying and fear/not fear of it.
2: happy enough.
3: solution/evolution.
It started with giggling; didn't look spectacular; not serious; everything is allowed; went swimming during proving in Lamu; no leader.
Pain in liver region; abdominal pain; temples headache; confusion, vertigo; abandonment, isolated; flushed face, red ears and face; feeling like a boss; Prover 1 would be the only English-speaking person; she was the boss, dancing; Prover 11 felt a bit drugged; do not like plastic people, people who are not real; masquerade; Prover 1 found herself stinking.
Spoke about breast feeding; if you have a lot of milk you may address your neighbour; you can nourish everybody, not only your own baby.
Spoke about Alice in Wonderland; not at all nice for children.
Strange people, no emotions, no emotional contacts.
If one child here dies, there is not so much grief; indifference.
Forgotten, not seen children, like the flowers; no responsibility for children.
Shivers; strange feeling in throat and tongue after having tasted it: fresh and prickling.
Slight nausea.
Crying of Prover 6 is unnoticed by the others.
Mothers in townships, consuming drugs even in pregnancies.
Even children do not care if they are not taken care of.
Emotionless.
We do not need motherly love.
This is “happy enough” because it is not changeable.
Prover 15: disconnectedness with everything.
Child dies; okay, child dies; give your breast to someone else.
Prover 11: marrying is very important in Africa; children not so much.
Story about poor people: sound of boiling water, the children fall asleep with it, mother has nothing to cook.
No solution; suppression of aggressiveness.
Prover 11: you live in your space, is okay; cut off; no emotion evolved.
Prover 11 did not feel her extremities.
No hard feelings.
We talked about game parks; fence is a topic; fences and cut offs in this country.
A child of a friend of Prover 1 died; disconnection; never fed their children? Anxiety about her children, but does not look after them.
Suppressed feeling must have been panic.
Prover 11 went angry; no reflection about the situation, so it cannot change.
Prover 15: Malpighiaceae is Iron series, phase 3, a lot of confusion; is it your father or not?
Connection mother-child.
Confusion, separation stage 14 probably, there is nothing to do about it.
Remedy in townships situations? Did not feel depressing at all!