644.32.12 Turnera diffusa, Case
Woman, 30, fibroids.
She has fibroids for about five years. Her menstruation is heavy and copious. She has cramps and the pain extends to all over her body. It is better lying on her back and bending her legs and worse from work and tensions. When she has those cramps she is tired and depressed, she sees everything dark. She feels as if she is imprisoned, as if she does not have the space to let things happen. It started when she fell in love with someone who did not fit completely with her. She lost many kilos weight.
She wants to become pregnant but has the feeling that she cannot get pregnant easily. Relationships have always been problematic. She has a tendency to fall in love with men in impossible situations. She often feels unattractive, a bit too masculine and too little feminine.
In her youth she did not get much attention from her mother because her mother was over-stressed and had many miscarriages. Due to that she did not do well at school and felt stupid. But later she did very well on school and caught up with her education.
Dream: still living with her parents and having to leave the home and search for her own living space.
Dream: being shot and afterwards go on living.
Dream: lovers who cannot be reached, sometimes feeling in love sometimes feeling rejected.
Colour preference: green.
She can have vertigo with the feeling of not standing secure on her legs. She feels as if she cannot come to the ground. It is worse from stooping. She has a headache behind her eyes which is worse from working and better closing her eyes.
Sensation: cramping.
Weather: < cold, cold hand and called feed; better warmth and sun; depressed from grey weather; fear thunderstorm; desire open air.
Sweat: copious.
Time: < 4 am.
Desire: spicy, salt, sour, fish.
Aversion: beer, milk, coffee.
Food: < orange juice.
Analysis
Carbon series: little attention from mother.
Silicon series: lovers who cannot be reached.
Phase 3: vertigo, standing unsurely.
Subphase 2: cramping; not accepted.
Follow up
After Damiana MK she feels depressed and tired for a week like during her menses. Her backache has become much better with physiotherapy.
She became pregnant and felt strange, different. She hadn’t expected it anymore and has a fear that the baby will be rejected. A year later she has given birth to a girl. The pregnancy was positive and happy.
A year later she needs a repetition of the remedy.
Her preference for green changed into an aversion to green.