18.22 Thulium metallicum proving
Meditation proving, one prover, 30K, 9 January 2001, remedy known.
A basket attached to poles.
A shark with wings, with a dolphin on his back.
Swastika, energy.
Destruction, Shiva, Nazis.
A peacock, his feathers extended.
Delusion: everything is under control, except one weak spot: Achilles' tendon.
A nest with dead birds, except one that screams for attention.
Delusion: green is under control by killing those that are a danger; but one has been overlooked; like Herod not being able to kill Christ.
Floating, gliders, trains. Gliding through circles on posts.
Wildness, Vikings.
Shape of a funnel with dice with different colors on each side.
Gravitation hole.
Tower that falls against a person and turns into a handcart.
Delusion: everything has to be pushed again.
A fortification is a protection, but becomes a prison.
Dark side, sphere of the “Lord of the Rings”.
Opening and closing, keys, codes, power to enter, secret codes, hacking.
A caged bird, unable to spread his wings.
Caves, protection in times of great danger
Delusion: even when I’m bad, I’m someone; the last chance to maintain the ego.
Delusion: me against the rest of the world.
Chained, sadomasochism, bondage.
Delusion: I’m not allowed to be who I am.
Delusion: not being good.
Delusion: when I’m not happy I’m not good; that makes them unhappy, thus no good.
Always seeing the negative, full of criticism
Talent: diving into the deepest depth and darkness of the soul, the earth and finding the truth.
Mole blind, deep sea fish blind.
Original sin, Protestantism.
Descent into hell, like Christ.
Blind mole.
Blind deep sea fish.
Dark forces.
Harness
Speleology, caves, darkness, underground
AIDS.
Kidneys, arteries, ureters.
Intestines rupture
Culture:
Woody Allen fighting the attackers.
Music: Pink Floyd: The Wall: "Is there anyone out there, is there anyone in there".
Synchronicity:
Cave of the enlightenment, cave of Buddha.
Militarism, triple shooting.
DD: Phosphorus, Thuja.