Number: 66323.13
Series: Hydrogen, Carbon and Silicon series; emphasis on Lanthanides.
Clades: Aizoaceae; Aizoales; Caryophyllidae.
Phase: 2; Subphase: 3.
Stage: 13.
Mind
You have to do what your father and mother tell you.
A hard, hostile environment, threatened, dangerous world, hidden dangers, sinister, heavy, unsafe.
Wrinkled, sloppy, messy, chaos, without order, going all directions.
Volcano, fire, energy, explosion.
Courage, power, heart, daring, defying, threatening.
Closed, shy, guarded.
Alone, but having no idea that you can be with more people, very simply.
Full of expectation.
Happy, light.
Firmly grounded, strong.
Little heads, all lined up in a row, some only skulls, teeth are exposed and all small and shiny, shrunken heads; in the cave entrance going towards a darkness; decapitation, holding back.
Delusion: controlled, paralysed by big serpent.
Greasy, oily, slippery.
Going down.
Pressure on ears, becoming smaller and smaller, disappearing in lower abdomen, uterus, vagina, that is safer.
Glottiphyllum depressum, proving
Picture proving, 14-5-2011, Utrecht, seminar Visualising overview.
Prover 1.
Chaos.
Self-pity.
Humiliated.
Not unfolding.
Hostile surroundings.
Where am I?
Messy.
An affected structure.
A sensitive neck.
Rumbling in abdomen.
Prover 2.
Volcano.
An energetic drum from down under comes up.
Up lighting energy.
Energy comes up under pressure from underneath.
A sudden outburst, fire, energy.
Strong.
Prover 3.
Tears in the right eye.
Feeling of swollen and small eyes.
Feeling of a plug in the right ear, a pressure.
A lame feeling in cheeks.
The whole face feels swollen.
Then rest.
Tingling in neck, heavy feeling.
The teeth feel as if standing loose.
Water in the mouth.
Tingling in lips.
Prover 4.
Courage in the region of the heart.
Enormous power, charisma.
People look up to you.
Knows no hindrances.
Natural ruler.
In the vanguard.
Horsepower.
Blood, heart.
Prover 5.
Threat.
Seduction and threat.
Prover 6.
Curious.
Surprised.
Lively, gay.
Puberty.
Lonely, not understood.
Prover 7.
Stitching in the side of the head, the temples, right.
The right nose is obstructed.
Tingling in the right hand.
Easily diverted.
Irritation from a beep of a telephone.
The image of a computer that jumps.
The lights from the window attract my attention.
The attention goes into wondering.
Then rest.
Pressure at the right side of my head.
Prover 8.
Nausea.
First feeling hurried.
Later feeling serene, not part of, silence, retraction.
Pressure on ears.
Pain in neck.
Prover 9.
Nothing comes up which is strange for me.
I try to find something what it does to me but there is one big silence. All that is there are my own thoughts and noises of being in a church together. But that has nothing to do with the plant.
Prover 10.
Wrinkled.
You have to do what your father and mother tell you.
A hard environment.
Prover 11.
Sloppy, without order.
Going to all directions at the same time.
Prover 12.
Bad tongues.
Vulnerability in the opening.
Prover 13.
Lonely.
Nurturing.
Creative.
First steps full stop.
Happy birthday.
Prover 14.
Hidden, closed, so shy.
Showing up a little bit.
My God, how afraid I am.
And then I make a mess of it.
Palpitations.
Prover 15.
Closed.
Guarded.
Daring.
Defying.
Merging.
Standing apart.
Threatening.
Fragile but defiant.
Don’t come near to me.
Prover 16.
Very strong energy going outside, protecting the inside.
Drifting in the sea, and going nowhere.
Prover 17.
Lying in a coffin, my chest is open.
Going into an abyss? Someone pushing me there. Others’ hands begging for help down there.
I am very cold, without feelings.
Flames of hell, petrified?
Prover 18.
Fire, flesh, a catapult is drawn throwing fire balls to a stone castle, a volcano expelling fire, at the same time in the region of my heart it is warm and agreeable.
Damaging flames.
Destruction opens new developments.
There was not only the destruction there is also a new start so don’t worry about it.
But the stony old energy flows through your heart and renews it.
I felt light afterwards.
Prover 19.
Tilted, head turned to one side.
Adapting and thus chaotic.
Keep up the bright side.
Stiff.
Held in, retracted.
Stage 13.
Shoulders drawn up and forwards.
Asthma.
Not knowing, questioning.
Pain in shoulders.
Don’t give up.
Prover 20.
Shelter.
Polarity in the petals.
Protectiveness, protection, peaceful.
Prover 21.
My right eye starts to weep, to irritate and giving tears.
My eyes have difficulty looking at the picture, as if one is sucked into it.
Feeling as if there is a swelling in the left cervical region.
Prover 22.
Torn apart, chaotic, wounded.
No direction, confused.
Stitching pain in the right ear.
Longing for rest and peace.
Pressure in neck.
Prover 23.
Strong, wild.
Valuable flower.
In a green jungle.
Prover 24.
Aggressive, penetrating.
Sneaky.
Approaches me as a wave, with a dumb beat on my chest entering, unpleasantness; and I have to work it out.
Prover 25.
Pressure on ears and due to that I become smaller and smaller and almost disappear in my lower abdomen, uterus,vagina, that is safer.
Prover 26.
Birth.
Wet rocks.
Heavy.
Swollen, oedematous.
Prover 27.
Explosion of light and power.
Prover 28.
Undecided what shape or form, too late.
Battered.
Retreating.
Watery, under water, like surrounded by rocks in a sea or a stream.
Danger around, lurking.
Dragon.
Tongue sticking out.
Prover 29.
Organised chaos.
Flames.
Dancing spirits, swirling around, scary, like I would get lost in it, taken away.
Spear.
Earwax, drumming ceremony.
Deceptively beautiful, innocent looking.
Messy.
Tingling in feet.
Prover 30.
Surprise.
Fragile beauty.
Shock.
Broken limbs, accident.
Shards.
Neck and shoulder loosened, they were tight before.
A long neck, it feels floppy, loose, my head is falling forwards.
Tongue sticking out.
Shy, I want to hide my my face.
Constriction in throat.
Prover 31.
Untidy, not kept.
Ruffled.
Spike.
Something hidden, hide and seek.
Tongue out.
Heart beating very strongly, as if my heart fills the whole of upper torso.
Then I feel my head, some pressure inside my head.
Prover 32.
Hide, dare not, small, hidden.
Globus.
Growing.
Attacked.
Needing care.
Cut off.
Palpitation.
Prover 33.
Stitches in abdomen, being pulled down into a marsh, sinking.
Nausea with the feeling of throwing up, “I have enough of it”, I feel fed up.
Damned.
Nausea felt in throat.
Asthmatic from loathing, sinking down and throwing up.
Prover 34.
Oppression of the heart.
Broken heart.
Very old grief.
After a while my intestines come to life with a lot of rumbling.
My head inclines to fall forward.
Prover 35.
Persistent.
Serene.
Screaming.
Tenacious.
Calm.
Curious.
Tension in neck.
Prover 36.
Pain in my right neck.
A floating feeling in the region of the stomach.
Prover 37.
I feel big and small.
I have to work hard in order to be seen.
Prover 38.
Greasy, oily, slippery.
Prover 39.
Soft.
Longing.
Disorganised.
Ashamed.
Chaotic.
Close, near.
Destruction, what have I lost, what is missing?
Prover 40.
Blocked, a throbbing in both ears.
Heat in both ears.
Prover 41.
I felt very dizzy and nauseous.
My stomach is churning, my mouth is filling with water, then I realise there is a very big serpent in my stomach, lying in there, I thought he might burst out through my mouth.
I cannot breathe.
But he does nothing, he is lying there, controlling me, I cannot move, I cannot breathe.
Prover 42.
Hot, dry, sandy place.
Very hot.
Little heads, all lined up in a row, some only skulls, teeth are exposed and all small and shiny, shrunken heads; in the cave entrance going towards a darkness; decapitation, holding back.
Soreness in neck.
Teeth on necklaces.
Prover 43.
Heavy, sticky, awkward.
Trying and doesn’t really work out.
Trapped.
Chaotic, cannot concentrate. Not finishing things.
No direction.
Prover 44.
Threatened.
Can attack.
Prover 45.
Heavy unsafe.
Breaking through.
Alone, but having no idea that you can be with more people, very simply.
Full of expectation.
Happy.
Firmly grounded, strong.
Cannot be blown out of balance easily.
And also a bit light.
Pain in left shoulder blade.
Prover 46.
Sinister.
Alone
Entrapment.
Tongue flapping.
Partial.
Obscuring.
Pulling down.
Danger.
Prover 47.
Dangerous world.
No space to develop.
No security.
Hidden dangers.
Try to live and try to expand.
Bowel nosodes.
A space like bowels in the dark.
Shyness.