5.17 Forsythia europaea
Number: 66546.01
Series: Hydrogen, Carbon, Silicon, Iron and Silver series; emphasis on Lanthanides.
Clades: Oleaceae; Rubiales; Lamiidae.
Phase: 4; Subphase: 6.
Stage: 1.
Introduction
They have a manic quality, going back and forth between their feeling of responsibility for their family and on the other hand their many love affairs. They have a strong need for love and are quite passionate. This is often in conflict with their feeling of responsibility for their family and the appeal of relatives on them. This conflict can also arise from their need to exploit their creative talents. They cannot go for their artistic qualities because they have to care for their children first.
Forsythia europaea, proving
Picture proving, 21-10-2006, Toronto.
Prover 1.
Deception, betrayal, trickery.
Forcing something that is not there.
Top teeth tingle centre right. And lip.
Want it out of me. What is in and what is out.
“I know this one. I know you though you try to trick me. I am on to you”.
Wary.
Prover 2.
Open and shutting, Yin and yang flow of energy.
The upper side of the body is light, though bottom seems heavy, fixed.
Winter, snow falling image. Waiting for the winter to come patiently.
Prover
Openness, loose, bright.
Elevated.
Light especially upper half of body feels light.
Floating upwards upper body.
Spotted poke dots.
Fluffy. Swaying off balance.
High up. Dizzy.
Airy. Need space, needy.
Alert aware.
Play ground. Mimer. No voice.
Prover 4.
Peace, calm.
Warm numbness; it’s nice.
Gentle attraction; I want you to come to me but I’m very soft and quiet about it.
Waiting for you.
Being as attractive as I can be.
Butterflies come, softly land and enter me.
I’m a bit sad and shy; not aggressive.
Demure. Longing.
There’s an internal plea for someone to come. I need you, I won’t express it but I’m trying to get you here with the power of my thoughts.
Prover 5.
Pain in right hand, between metacarpal 2 and 3.
Tightness around neck. Choking feeling.
Caught.
Pain in right breast, medial aspect.
Clearing throat.
Sensation in right thyroid, pressing feeling.
Feeling of being watched, followed by fear.
Prover 6.
Bright, but drawing, pulled into a situation or condition.
Heaviness in jaw, tempero mandibular joint, more left side.
Prover 7.
Tight throat. Tight chest.
Calling you in.
Left sided sciatica.
Vertigo leaning backwards.
Prover 8.
Soft, warmth.
Safe, enveloping.
Desire to breath deep.
Newness.
Prover 9.
Early morning, anticipation.
Colour, butter, joyous.
Bursting with life after a long dark period.
Prover 10.
Ego stinking, watering, desire to rest.
Popping out.
Oppression of breathing, need to take a deep breath, but it doesn’t alleviate the sensation.
Appearing suddenly, with freshness.
Desire to move around quietly with element of joy.
Prover 11.
Throbbing abdominal aorta !
Infra orbital sensations, rubbish.
Sleepiness, melancholy, calm !
Tingling in legs, especially right foot.
Prover 12.
Too bright, sunny in m y face, attacking, overwhelming.
Prover 13.
Right side, headache, momentary, sharp.
Right side, ankle pain, momentary, sharp.
Calmness.
Floating images.
Melting of colours, no detail.
Prover 14.
Calmness disturbed by anxiety.
Sadness.
Tiredness.
Dizzy. Scattered feeling all over the place.
Heart palpitation with a feeling of depression and emptiness in chest.
Delicate.
Prover 15.
It takes a long time to work.
I can’t wait.
This is quite the plant.
I don’t want to prove it.
I don’t want to think it.
I don’t want to do it.
I won’t be able to control it.
I want to tell you and I don’t.
Action, then reaction.
How to say antimatter in Japanese?
I don’t want anyone to see this.
Prover 16.
Happy.
Burning eyes, lachrymation.
No feeling, flatness, dull, heavy.
Tired.
Sore throat.
Prover 17.
Sharp.
Mind bright, brilliant.
Lonely, fun, laugh.
Prolific.
Hardy, strong.
Thinking.
Structure. Bones, skeletal.
Decided, clear, sunny.
Chest, heart.
Moist, dry.
Prover 18.
Lightness, physically.
Giddiness, palpitation in stomach.
Sharp pain as if from light in left eye on top or behind eyes, then went to other side, but mostly on left.
Then felt needed to shield eye from light end though eyes were closed.
Prover 19.
Joy. Celebration.
Birth, new.
Comfort. Warmth.
Delicate. Light.
The opposite is: sad, droopy, withered.
Prover 20.
Fresh, spring. New.
Joyful. Bright.
Prover 21.
Heavy feeling on top of head.
Numbness of eyebrows.
Prover 22.
Overseer!
Itching, tickling on right side of neck.
Entire right side of body feels inflated like a balloon.
A grate in my centre, like vertical bars.
Chin enlarging, growing down.
Left lower jaw.
Pulsation through body.
Hips folding, like being braided.
Itching tongue.
Prover 23.
Anxiety in my heart.
Sense of infinity that goes beyond everything.
Sleepiness, very calming, deep breathing.
It has been here forever, circle of life.
Prover 24.
Alert, aware.
Pain in left upper teeth behind gum line and maxillary and cheekbone, inconstant pain, deep.
Bright white light.
Pulse felt throughout upper body, especially in arms near shoulders; pulse felt very superficial.
Prover 25.
One spot lower left jaw feels cold, almost cold wet.
Heart beating through body then heard and felt the foetal heartbeat and saw the foetus in the womb.
Bird, like a curlew, flying through rainstorm winter weather; pleasant and lonely melancholy.
Itching in right first finger at distal joint.
Pain in upper right quadrant near liver, being pulled to the left, almost pushed from behind right, twisted to the left, pain in left arm pit, behind the armpit [had this yesterday too].
Slippery.
Pressure in frontal lobe.
Legs feel weak.
Prover 26.
Sunny.
Openness.
Springtime.
First.
Small but significant.
Bald.
Chilly on outside, warm inside.
Playfulness.
Prover 27.
Orange spirals before my eyes.
Blade was criss-crossing at irregular angles; unpleasant, disparate.
Lemony freshness.
Light, bright.
Prover 28.
Euphoric, floating, sleepy, damp.
Aware of left side of body.
Left ear itching.
Slight pressure sternum.
Top centre of wrists, tension.
Prover 29.
Slow, floating.
Clearing throat, dry, bit of mucous.
Almost paralysed.
Can’t remember.
Almost paralysed.
Eyes, left especially, sore, dry, slightly irritated.
Desire a sweet, took a candy.
Prover 30.
Opening.
Pulling me in.
Water droplets.
Sunny.
Overtaking; colour of flowers peeking from behind.
Prover 31.
Shooting, someone shooting a gun.
Prover 32.
Strong projecting but held in.
Idea that things should be more structured.
“Do we really have to do this”?
Outgoing, pushing itself there, just as it is.
Energy: weak hips.
Inner fire, outer clarity.
Prover 33.
Nothingness.
Emptiness, nothing is left.
Fast heart rate.
Non existence.
Existence.
Not real.
Calmness, serenity. Everything stops.
Prover 34.
Sleepy.
A round room with black doors outlined with orange; which to choose?
Upset stomach.