Centrosema plumieri

3-644-56.14 Centrosema plumieri

Introduction
They feel bored, having no real expectations any more. It is like being married and all the joy has been gone. The initial sexual expectation are long over and there is nothing left. Their job is a boring routine that is only done for the money. The children are a burden and there are no friends left, because they are in the same situation. They just plod on, out of responsibility and not knowing what else can be done.

Mind
Bored, needing stimulus from outside.
Desire for fun, enthusiasm, togetherness, giggling.
People in a village, nothing to do, going here and there, coming back home, nothing has happened.
Tired, from a task, heavy, boring.
Indifference, disconnection, flat.
Dream: being in the cinema, seeing many heads and shoulders.
Profession: civil servant; unemployed.

3-644-56.14 Centrosema plumieri
Proving: trituration proving; Dos Brazos, Costa Rica; 9-3-2016.
Provers: Prover 1 female, 60’s; Prover 2 female, 30’s; Prover 3 male, 60’s; Prover 4 female, 60’s; Prover 5 male, 30’s; Prover 6 male, 40’s.
Report: Bart, Glenn.

C1
Prover 5 is very happy to start with trituration.
His first impression when meditating: of many people.
Prover 4 as well.
Prover 4: negative image of a ??? (cannot read).
Prover 5- thought of many people.
Prover 3- stood out, delicate but not flashy.
Prover 1: all impressed when they saw it.
Prover 5: decided to do the plant yesterday.
Prover 1: Prover 7 wanted to do it, forgot she wanted to do it, felt invaded, deep impression but doesn’t shout.
Prover 6: chaotic, confusion.
Prover 3: not understanding; all thought we could be on our own but ended up in a large group.
Prover 4: many heads and shoulders, like being in a cinema; feeling waiting, ordered, anonymous; very fibrous, couldn’t take it easily; strongly attached.
Strong quality, people hidden in a crowd.
Prover 5: emotional quality, many people, don’t worry.
When he saw the plant there was a bird in it; everything gets organized by itself.
Prover 1: destroying the medicine by talking too much about the plant.
Prover 6: cannot grind the leaves.
little giggly, seeing legs and feet.
light and giggly, tingling on my hand.
excited responsive.
scraping casual and relaxed.
not determined, comfortable.
Prover 4: parallel to cinema, people coming in and it’s chaos and when they sit it’s settled.
Prover 1: it’s like it has a secret and wont give it freely. Hidden in the crowd.
Prover 4: You don’t see how strong you get stuck until you want to get out. Like fingers, won’t let you out.
Prover 3: There is a real blankness about it. Peculiarly empty.
Prover 1: Bit of a loneliness. So funny, so attractive on outside and hiding something.
Prover 3: identified with loneliness. melancholy.
Prover 1: Other group attracts her as they are laughing and she wants to know what is going on.
Prover 5: The expecting thing is not coming. We’re expecting something. It’s uncomfortable when nothing happens as we are always expecting something to happen.
Prover 1: Feels like a cinema, it’s passive. So you don’t need to get into it. Just let it come. Feel very much here, but projecting out.
Prover 6: wants to pick up the dirty smelling fruit and throw it away.
Prover 1: more interested in other group than ours.
Prover 3: feeling curious but nothing is being generated.
Prover 1: we are attracted by things outside. Told Prover 6 to go and take the fruit away.
Prover 6 goes with the landlady to clean up the rotting fruits below the trees of the garden where the proving is taking place.
Prover 6: the landlady did most of the work with the fruit, I didn’t do much, but I am exhausted.
Prover 3, Prover 6, Prover 4 and Prover 5 all feel like fruit that just dropped on ground, immobile.
Prover 1: Only doing it as I have to. I have no interest in it. Piece of leaf still there. Always make me think there’s something hidden. Doesn’t go away. Now I feel adventurous, to get it (the piece of leaf in the mortar bowl). It’s hidden now. I can’t find it, but its still there. Now I have a goal finding this hidden thing.
Prover 3: feel a very strong sense of center.
Prover 1: Feel like I’m digging. Was told of gold mining story today of wood being burnt down. Appears to me I’m digging. What impressed me with the story is how nature came back.
Prover 3: Backache right now. This innocent flower showing off.
Prover 1: I woke up out of the lethargy. Mad fun digging (reference to both the idea of gold mining but moreover the scraping in the mortar).
Prover 6: I also had fun digging.
Prover 3: I feel really planted. Like I couldn’t be pushed over. Feel very stable.
Prover 1: You’d think: why did they stop digging?
Prover 4: There were too many people who wanted the same thing.
Prover 1: Staring at the woods. They are impressing me today.
Prover 4: Felt people were crossing our space. Only one person didn’t.
Prover 1: It is how it is. Just being. Watching the woods. Not digging.
Prover 3: I feel inactive.
Prover 5: Burning smell. It’s irritating. Also feeling inactive. I feel like I am on the couch waiting for something to happen. What is the right thing to do right now? There are a lot of things to be done and to choose the right one is difficult. If I am active I am okay. Having a goal.
Prover 6 is sitting there numb. Prover 5 is just thinking. Prover 1 is watching the woods.
Prover 3: The thing that is hidden and looked for in all this scanning and anticipating is the thing that is doing the looking.
The part is not there anymore. (the plant part in the trituration mortar).
Prover 4: so different.
Prover 2: happy with a task.
Prover 5: connected with the gold mining. I want to be a gold digger. To have a reason to stay here. Don’t have to look further. Simplicity. No responsibility.
Simple fulfilling.
Important things will happen. Doesn’t matter if gold digger or complicated life. Life will happen. Being, I am.

C2
Prover 5: physicals: sense of smell is acute. Front of thighs warm and burning. Like inflammation. Disconnect and indifferent to it.
Prover 4 tries to open flower. It’s hidden. It doesn’t open easily.
Prover 5: feels like optical illusion, the flower.
Prover 1: it’s just work, home, being. We try to understand by our own words.
Prover 5: wanted to be gold digger just to have a goal, not because it was the simple life.
Always explaining: hard to feel.
Prover 4: I just do it because I have to. Nothing special. Just do it. I am expecting something to come. Feeling I am close to it but I don’t see it. It makes me nervous.
Prover 1: If you see the flower it is like the move. The spark. Then stop looking at it and it goes. The interest goes. We need the attraction of the flower to wake up.
Prover 3: Feel like nothing is happening here, just out there. Life has become so boring and the only thing happening is outside, like the movie.
Prover 5: There is no connection but no initiation either. No involvement.
Prover 3: going through the ….
Prover 1: Happy leaves are falling and birds are singing as it means there is something happening outside.
We are now all on one seat (side?) looking at trees. Don’t have to interact.
Of the six participants five had moved to sit on the same bench looking out into nature rather than to the bar of the guesthouse.
Prover 1: I feel connected. We are looking. It’s not “I am” anymore. We are a group. First time ‘we’ was used.
Prover 5 can feel Prover 1 and others better. Prover 6 felt the dog touch him and it felt good.
Prover 3 is sitting opposite of the full cast.
Prover 1 feels like she is young. And Prover 2 feels like she is Prover 1’s teacher. Prover 5 feels more openness. Prover 1 feels more stimulus to do something, hasn’t changed position but feels very different.
The five have woken up.
Prover 4 feels more company. Watch the same movie.
Prover 5: Nature plays a role.
Prover 2: not a family, no hierarchy.
Prover 1: childish, like at school, like I am a teacher, wants to be entertained. Interested in what is outside but not involved. Not detached from each other. Watching together. Feeling of we.
Missed Prover 5 when he went to take his laundry.
Much more laughter now.
Prover 5: what a boring session.
Prover 1: interested in what is happening.
Prover 5: has sensitivity of nose throughout the session.
Prover 1: I am bored now. Can I stop?
Prover 3: It’s like I forgot you were all there for a second.
Prover 1: It’s stupidity.
Prover 3: When I am not looking at you I feel your attention and when I am looking at you I do not feel your attention.
Prover 1: Look at this plant when you feel stupid and sit down and don’t want attachment. Said to dog.
Prover 6: I have the impulse to sit on the other seat again and not be bothered with the scenery.
Prover 1: I was so happy about being in a group and now want everyone to go.
Prover 5 left to smoke and walk up the road. He is bored.
Everyone wants to go now. Still a little bit connected.
Prover 3 feels entertained watching and listening to us.
Prover 5 comes back from his walk: If I had to live here I would look like everyone here. They are all waiting for something to happen.
Prover 5 starts singing: I want to move it move it.
Prover 1: Actually we all want to move.
Prover 3: I want to see.
I just want to change.
Prover 2 moved feels better, new perspective.
Prover 6 not so much feeling of a relationship. Not a strong bond. Are aware of each other.
Prover 1 is feeling that Prover 5 is completely unbounded.
Struck them but admiring.
Prover 2: what’s expected of us, fear.
Prover 1: feeling of boring. I have to stay.
Why do you have to stay?
Prover 2: Prover 5 showing us what we can do.
Prover 3: déjà vu or sense that this has happened before in a proving; i.e. Prover 5 being resented or someone being accused of being selfish.
Period of quiet.
Prover 2: being stuck in a life and not having the courage to walk away from it.
No agreement, silence.
Prover 6: left side of periodic table.
Prover 2: something better.
Prover 6: four minutes scraping, excitement.
Sense of everyone looking their own way, no coming together no involvement.
Prover 1: feeling strong wish to look into the wood.
Prover 1 lies down.
Only Prover 3, Prover 1, Prover 4.
Prover 1 writes into the book:.
Everyone disappears into the break. Prover 1 sleeps on the sofa. The others go smoking.
Prover 5 returns titurating. No one feels responsible. In the morning when we went to find the flower, Prover 5 didn’t feel responsible to some with us, which is very different from his character. Three of us sit together triturating. Now they come back. They didn’t react to my call. Why should they?

C3
Life out there, feeling of inertia, gravity held.
Appreciation.
Excitement, enthusiasm.
Short lived.
Prover 1 had a short nap, feels better.
Little things help us through.
The scraping, keep us in an unhappy life.
Prover 5: gravity.
Prover 6: watches Prover 5 lying down.
Prover 5: not interested in what we’re saying.
Prover 2: following spark. Deep down you know there’s more.
Prover 6: Once in a while you see another life is possible.
Prover 3: comfort zone. People get attached to their life, misery, story. It’s what they know.
Prover 5: sticky plant, stirring.
Prover 3: your situation has an elasticity.
Prover 2: Los Mineros, the miner. The plant gets beans. Plant is fading quickly. Looked ugly on the paper, died.
Prover 5: nobody sits in his original place anymore.
Everything changes all the time. People passing. All the outside.
Prover 1 didn’t want to sit here yesterday because people walked through. Today didn’t think it.
Today we need the things happening. The distractions. If no distraction we go back to our detachment.
Prover 5 has low energy.
Prover 3 feels heavy shoulders. Collapsing.
We are getting through with it even with distractions, and people leaving we are getting through the process quickly.
Prover 2 thinks it’s someone stuck.
Prover 1: Me, for me I want a goal.
Prover 3: is it finding clarity.
Prover 1: more being when asked what she is looking for. There is silence, confusion.
Step 2 was boring.
Step 1: silence, emptiness not appears.
Prover 5: when we went to shop, nothing happening.
Difficult to say something, no one interested.
Prover 1 happy he said it but never a conversation, maybe, reaction, responses but not a clear line of thinking.
Pollination of each other is not easy.
Hot and cool, hot and cool.
Senses, people leaving.
No reason.
Prover 1: person who needs attraction from outside to feel connection with yourself or outside.
Prover 1: drove down a road, found a whorehouse. Feeling of awful job and people looking for a stimulus. Deadening. Senseless, resignation need something from outside.
Feeling inertia, sluggish.
Astonished how fast we walked to the plant but exhausted getting back, quickly exhausted.
We need the stimulus but are quickly exhausted.

Analysis of the Remedy code
644.
Teaching of the periodic table and plant table by Prover 1, Prover 2 and Prover 6 to Prover 3, Prover 4 and Prover 5.
Prover 8 appears: How are you?
Prover 1: they need a teacher, lost, no interest, didn’t want to listen much.
Give it to unemployed or if you are on the wrong track.
You’re stuck, you have no energy.
No interest but you have to be there.
People.
You just look, are just sitting, waiting for a job, stickiness.
Inertia.
Office working, just staring at computer screen.
Boredom.
Detachment.
Not much suffering.
Phase 5.
Subphase 6.
Resignation.
Disengaged.
Don’t care.
Given up.
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Discussion
Prover 1 telling: no one took the plant yesterday. Today Prover 1 took it quickly, so did Prover 4, then they found their men, one by one. Became exhausted on the way back from picking the plant. Prover 4 meditated, saw heads and shoulders, meaning many people; many people proving; activity went, vagueness came, nothing emerging; interested in things happening around. Susanna brought mattresses. The word “boring” came. Excitement from time to time, like oh, there is a bird; did not have impact; at one point, Prover 6 giggled, looking at others’ feet; then bore again, just nothing; a bit retired; always needed stimulus from outside; nice to be together, giggling again, are we at school, at Kindergarten? Felt each other. Prover 3 did not teach, so they felt back into boredom. Facilitator got an image of a man who is enthusiastic, gets married, but then his wife is not interested anymore, he isn’t interested in his job any longer, life becomes a bore.
Prover 4 says, some days ago, he wanted to become a gold digger, just because something interesting would happen around him, then.
People in a village, nothing to do, going here and there, coming back home, nothing has happened.
Prover 1 got tired, the others disappeared. Bart went on triturating, no one around.
Then they changed position, Prover 5 knew who would come next. Never lost time.
Conclusion: You have a task, heavy, boring; little triggers which could bring you out, but ….
What about numbers? They decided this was homoeopaths’ stuff.
Monika started teaching, and now everyone listened.

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Phase 5: desire for enthusiasm.
Phase 6: boring.
Stage 14: indifference, boring, disconnection, flat.
Good for whom?