664.53.08 Camellia sinensis, Case
Woman, 25, phobia.
Se has fear that she will kill her baby. She has a dread of her fear and feels depressed from it. In her pregnancy she had a fear that her child would be malformed, have Down syndrome, heart defects or a harelip.
In puberty she had done an abortion. She hardly realised what had happened but afterwards felt angry and guilty that she had aborted her child.
For a long time she was the youngest of 4 children till a child that was an afterthought was born. Then she felt left alone by her parents. She can feel negative about her parents especially her mother, seeing her as egotistic. She had to give her earnings to her mother. She gets angry when someone says something negative about her mother as it confirms her own negative feelings that she has suppressed them.
Analysis
The fear that her child would be malformed is a symptom in Primulacea, especially Cyclamen.
Thea: fear killing her child.