Stylidium debile
Remedy code: 3-666.37.00.
A young woman of 21 years, she is considerate, thoughtful, and interested, as a child she was very introverted but after puberty, this turned around and she adopted the warmth of her mother. In the past, her entire childhood, she was somber, withdrawn, and foggy in her head. Her childhood was characterized by not belonging, not being able to participate. Two years ago, she had tremendous fatigue. 'Like I'm blubbering, can't think clearly,' this passed after Germanium. Because of the long travel time she calls, her voice is low and answers are slightly delayed, reflective. She now has the same as a few years back, she is physically exhausted, she had this more often at times, one month in spring, but now it has been for several months, school was finished, she had no stress. She didn't quite realize it was going so badly, her parents pointed it out to her. She couldn't do much, she didn't feel like doing anything, she preferred to lie in bed, had good contact with friends she liked, and emotionally she was doing well. School exams were no problem. She was taking a creative course, didn't know what she wanted and here she had help. For a few weeks, she had a job, “it's doable,” but then at home she was exhausted. Tired feeling on waking up, she has dreams about daily things, regularly the haziness in her head that she had so often as a child. Last year she stopped taking the pill, and everything goes well and regularly. For now, she is not going to look for work, that will come sometime. Not now. She does feel like doing things, but getting to it is hard, even getting out of bed is difficult.
Analysis
Gold series: The complaint is consciousness and haziness. This period of her life: independence.
Phase 3: Regarding study and work, she is prepared but does not yet know what. Get some help. She is independent, but she is and still feels dependent on her parents. Figuratively, she is not yet stable.
This brings us to the Campanulidae. This family is more often seen with not knowing what you want, during or after college, waiting for circumstances to take you. Capable but not following through. Softness.
Phase 7: not participating as a solution to or the result of fatigue, or fuzziness. Not belonging (even as a child). Not being lucid, lying in bed, not participating in society, wanting to “get out” of here, out of the prepared situation to independence.
Stylidium: Qjure says “easily overwhelmed, cannot stand it, desire autonomy but do not have the strength.
Stage: 5, procrastinating, 4 being or feeling isolated.
The only available remedy is debile.
Prescription: Stylidium debile C200.
Follow up
After a few days, she slowly started to get better, and after a week she felt fine. For months she felt like herself again. No more feeling like the battery had run out, or the physical fatigue, not feeling like anything, and being cranky. After five months it came back again, including the fog in her head. Meanwhile, she did some work and applied for jobs, she did feel like doing something. It started with a dip, but after menstruation, it went completely wrong. She was the only one in the family who has not had the flu. Repeating Stylidium debile C200, the following months everything went fine.
Information from the past
She was a very happy baby, “nothing wrong,” always having fun and not afraid of anything. Sweet, understanding, and accommodating child, 'I can't raise her, but only guide her' the mother told me. She was a peacemaker, other children would say 'What are you meddling with'. She had an eye for children who were alone and sat down next to them. At 12 years old she got pain in her belly and didn't dare go to school because she was afraid of crying there, she then collapsed psychologically. She was also lifeless, “we lost her for two months. She has a high pain threshold, no fear of heights, and she is not afraid of anything. When she cries she is covered in spots. She felt lonely, “I can't handle it, I can't handle life,” she got upset with books about suicide, as a child she sometimes thought about it. When she feels lonely she wants to go away, not wanting people around her. She has very much her values, and cannot lie. Learning to walk and talk: she didn't want us to teach her, ‘I'll do that myself’. She is easily hurt when children are harsh or swear. At puberty, she was also often very sad, in pain, and very tired. At sad moments she said 'Mom I feel so vulnerable'. When mom had the flu she would cry with worry. Sometimes she suddenly thinks of brown, or red. She is soft and meandering. In the gloomy periods, she has no self-image. It can go up and down, busy in my head, happy or sad, zombie or happy, and singing, “My body has lost its way, why am I going through this? After a classmate acted rudely she gets a phobia of school, lies on the couch crying, has to go into class, and then she stands like a statue, in the void watching, then starts fidgeting, going pale, when she finally starts talking the bomb bursts and she starts crying. In class, she has a very small squeaky voice. At 17 she becomes cheerful. She cannot accept it when things are not quite right. Mother: like I am standing in front of a wall with her, she feels like all eyes are on her. She is elastic and understands a lot about people for her age. The “fog in the head” disappeared the time after Cimicifuga, the fatigue temporarily lessened after Alfalfa and disappeared months after Tungsten.
We also see past aspects of:
Gold series: independence, control, the shadow, own norms and values
Phase 3: accommodating, softness, adapting, elastic.
Phase 7: not wanting to be there, not fitting in or wanting to belong, “we had lost her,” gloominess.
Stage 4: behind a wall.