Triumfetta bogotensis
Sense proving, Costa Rica, Costa Rica group
It starts with the nanny's story, slaughtering the child she had been taking care of. Needed a man. Gaby was killing flies during the meditation. This sudden sharp sound made M feeling as if shot by Gaby.
When picking the plant, we met a man telling the story about the plant: you take a branch in water, and after an hour you can drink it, it is good for stomach and bowels, he said.
F's politeness was over the top. Supported the plant, meaning someone severely ill could rely on this promise; like: lay down your head, I will take care of you; but this was a lie, he couldn't, bringing the one to a hospice.
Gaby ate the plant, felt numbness around her lower jaw. F was drinking, almost choked from the plant's twig, Marie had put in the glass. F held the little stem up, and - surprise - the slime was long. What happened to you?, F asked G. She gave a story, but the truth was that F had hit his own daughter G. badly. And not for the first time.
F refused to tell Jan a thing, being afraid of giving Jan insight into him.
Marie tells the story about Buck Buchanan, the father-abused horse whisperer.
F hit his child, because he felt his masculinity challenged. Emasculation, castration.
If such a person feels challenged in his manhood, he reacts violently. Arms at home. Shootings are mostly within the family.
No relation, “but I buy you presents all the time I return home”, the father says.
“If I am not a real man, no one is allowed to know about it.”
stage 14: not responding, living deads.
Grewiaceae. Shot because of an affair: triangular (3), so killed (7). 3 and 7. Same with the nanny-story.
Silver series? F felt being a macho in a society (Latin America? See the plant's name and origin) in which it was vital to be a macho - a man who is in control. And if he isn't, he has to pretend he is. F felt like looking in the mirror if he had the right posture, if he walked like a real macho, in order to be accepted as one.