Syntrichia ruralis
Essence
They live a warm situation with a good family, nice and peaceful. But underneath there are problems, sexual abuse, and although it is soft it ruins the sexual development of the child. The innocence gets lost. But the memories are suppressed and stored away, leading to obesity.
Mind
Families in disagreements between generations.
Wounded femininity, hurt, offended, mortified, insulted.
Mask, pink, green.
Unable to move, can just lie in bed in a dark room.
Super-sweet, enchanting, romantic, light, from a former world.
Innocence, cosy, warm, nice.
Child sexuality, sexual abuse in children, not painful, no rape or violence or threat, not articulated, secret.; doctor games; voyeurism, watching children; pedophiliac, the nice uncle, child pornography; hard to remember.
Something has begun weird and could grow up to a serious problem.
Sexual development disturbed, sex never being yours, but of someone else.
Alone, avoiding contact from feeling fat, ugly, smelly and.
Body
General: obesity.
Female: uterus prolapsus, difficult to push back, anorgasmia.
bad smell fills the room.