Silene vulgaris
Meditation proving, May 2003.
Prover 1.
Nervous, anxious, trembling.
Fear something will happen, vague, health, family, poverty.
Desire protection.
Loquacious, talking fast and nervously about all their fears.
Abdomen.
Chest, heart: nervous.
Not visual or auditory, but sensing.
Sex; just doing it for the husband.
Timid, friendly.
Fragile form of wife Edith of Archie Bunker.
Fear of life, what can happen.
Desire for help and support, to do a together.
Talkative.
Simple people.
Obedient to and trusting authorities. Trusty.
Prover 2.
Flatus.
Christmas tree.
Radioactivity = radio activity, active on the radio.
Could not think further, superficial associations.
Energy: fatigue.
No stool since Saturday, little abdominal pain.
Dead stiff rat in the garden this morning, heavy test for me, frightening, taking it on a spade, feeling of anxiety and emptiness in chest.
Happy.
Happy, fresh, tingling, feeling of spring.
Getting stuff deep out of the ground and transform into scattered joy.
Shit processing.
Feet chakra's are going open.
Lot of activity in roots, rising till chest, little thinking.
Constipation.
Problem to solve: individual religion will not be accepted by the rest of the world.
Prover 3.
I didn't see anything.
Music "Hohe Messe" of Bach with text "Cum sancto spriritu".
Music in my computer, but they will think it weird when I let it hear the others.
Big violet bar, in an angle of the axis of the world, it changes in a scimitar with 180 degrees curve (normal 120 degrees), I can see the hand holding and gracefully moving the sword.
Cheerful, open.
Open to the external world, but also vulnerable for it.
When protecting yourself by closing of, energy cannot go out easily.
Prover 4.
Deep, not deep.
Relationship with nature.
Cramp in lower abdomen.
Dream: clay stone walls, with bars on it, I break the wall down, trying to loosen the bars; military men are behind the wall, start to persecute me, I run away, then I suddenly I go sit bend and the soldiers stumbles over me; I felt smart, free.
I'm independent, but supported by family.
Feeling ignoramous, being out of the group, knowing nothing in general or from homeopathy, being unable to do something, provings.
Feeling inferior, in ones job, fear disease.
Dull, but creative.
Prover 5.
Trembling, jerking in face, cheek, eyelid.
Salivation mouth copious.
Stitching, contracting in chest.
Pressing forehead.
Dreamy, away.
Refined, light, as a young girl.
Prover 6.
Pressure in head, occiput, sinus, < sensation of threat, being persecuted, as if committed something wrong, a crime, not knowing what, leading to despair "what do I have to do now".
Hollow feeling in chest, pressing.
Going through green landscape on a boat, a lot of trees around me.
Prover 7.
Concentration gone.
Not deep acting remedy.
Attention flowing to all directions.
C7 felt very prominent, warm and sharp, felt irritating.
Hearing all kinds of noises.
Documentary: training of rats to find clean mines.
Vision less, difficult reading.
Vulnerable, but protected by reliable surroundings.
Had a task and goal, but waiting till I had to do something about it.
Light, cheerful.
Standing in the grass, it protects me.
Prover 8.
Empty, vague.
Tension in neck.
This morning: a special task, but I will await it.
Dream: An doctor's assistant had a lot of acne, didn't treat it, when I looked more carefully the acne turned out to be not that bad. [A physiotherapist I know has severe acne, but she doesn't treat it, I think it will disturb the contact with your patients].