Plagiomnium rostratum
Sense proving, 27-3-2021, Utrecht.
Provers: Helena van Dijk, Ursula Bleeck, Jan Scholten.
Prover 1
Butterflies.
Smell of sperm.
Sexual shame.
The idea that sex is dirty.
Phase 6.
Nausea strongly, with the desire to vomit.
Slutshaming: publishing naked photo’s of others on the internet.
Feeling as if sinking through the floor in shame.
The reverse is bullying the weaker ones, fooling and ridiculing them and then behave as one has done nothing wrong, as if it was only a little joke.
Suicidal
Stage 15.
Phase 1: not belonging to any group.
Prover 2
Shiny whet, a bit of a rotting odour? Also sour in the smell underneath. It’s not nice, disgusting! For one reason or another I want to tear it, it is quite strong. It looks weak because of the shiny moist, swampy sludgy appearance, but it is strong! It feels as if it can handle a very strong traction. But when I try it again it breaks easily. It reaches out to next place to attach to. I move to another place, I absolutely need light. Every time I pick it up it seems so nice, the small heart formed leaves. But when I bring it to my nose there is something disgusting about it. Blèh!
Why do I want to tear it apart constantly? Again and again I try it. Now the odour seems to fade away. I don’t get any further information.
This feeds itself. Nothing has to be added. Moist, moist leaves, shiny, juicy, green green green, uttermost green, deceptive green. When I squeeze it to get more scent out, the smell seems to become anything, wheat grass, lemonade, radish, meat… everything. Deceptive. Complete.
I diligently walked to and fro with it.
I give it to Jan to try it out because I cannot get any further information.
Moist. Moist leaves. Shiny. Juicy. Green green green! Super green! If I squeeze it to get more smell out of it, it could be anything, wheat grass, lemonade, radish, meat ... anything!
Complete.
Deceptive!
Prover 2
Shiny moss, rotten smell, terrible, disgusting.
Very strong.
I expected a soft weak marshy moss, but it is strong, tough.
Later it breaks easily.
I feel I need lightness.
Deceptive, not okay.
Prover 3
Idea: I am small, but my heart is pure.
A children song.
I am sitting in a hole and look to the outside though a small peephole,; I hide out of fear.
I have a big heart.
Very alert.
Innerly I feel big, but I hide for the outside.
Stitching pain in my right foot.