1.134 Petunia integrifolia
Number: 66573.06
Series: Hydrogen, Carbon, Silicon, Iron and Silver series; emphasis on Lanthanides.
Clades: Nicoteae; Solanales; Lamiidae.
Phase: 7; Subphase: 3.
Stage: 6.
Culture: Pink Floyd, the dark side of the moon.
Introduction
The theme is of strong vital drives and the desire to live them to the fullest. On the other hand is the fear of that those desires will take over, making them hurting others and getting rejected. This gives a duality of vivacity and hesitation.
Mind
Desire to live life to the fullest as maybe tomorrow it is over. Desire love, but can't even touch the ones they love.
Longing for love, sex, held back, kept in.
Vivacious, vibrant and on the other hand hesitant.
Parents weak, absent, insanity, drug addicts, fighting.
Ailments from sexual abuse, emotional, physical, early childhood trauma.
Ailments from injuries, accidents, disappointed love, emotions, alcoholism.
Fright, threatened, persecuted, panic attacks, nightmares, paranoia.
Anger, rage, aggression: kick, strike, tear, kill, destructive, shriek, yell, spit, bite, gestures, grimaces, cursing, insolence, rude, auto-mutilation.
Insanity, mania, instinctive, wild, idiocy, imbecility; possessed, by devil, dark eyes.
Self-confidence very low, < criticism, timidity, < - answer.
Kleptomania.
Delusion: witch, ghost, devil, hell, animals, strange, fantastic.
Possessed, by devil, dark eyes.
Fear: violence; sexual passion, going over the boundaries of others; expelled, rejected for their passion; the dark side of the human mind.
Fear: dark, death, evil, alone, poisoned, persecuted, possessed, animals, water, ghost.
Petunia integrifolia, proving
Sense proving, 26-7-2012, Utrecht.
Prover 1
Fear of violence.
Fear of sex, going over the boundaries of others, fears the violence and power of sex, the passion and drive.
Desire to live life to the fullest as maybe tomorrow it is over.
Sticky.
Stage 6.
Phase 7, Subphase 3.
Hesitation, careful.
Delirious passion, passionate delirium.
Longing for love, sex.
Fear of the dark side of the human mind.
Music of Pink Floyd, the dark side of the moon.
Vivacious, vibrant and on the other hand hesitant.
Smell: hidden erotic, perfume like, but very much in the background.
Fear being expelled, rejected for their passion; so they hold their passion back, keep it in.