Paeonia suffruticosa
Sense proving, 21-5-20021, Utrecht, Jan Scholten.
Prover 1
Smell is sweet, soft and warm.
Stage 13.
There is something of almost surrender, resignation.; it is enough, too much.
Behave as if being great, but feeling and being weak.
Behave as an adult while being a child.
Psoriasis.
One want to develop oneself, to travel, but it is difficult to leave home. One is kept dependent emotionally, like a mental blackmail with judgements like “ at home thing are much better” or “are we not good enough for you”. But the atmosphere at home is suffocating. New friends and partners are seen as enemies, intruders, invaders who are inferior to the standard of home.
Elite clan.
Gentlemen farmers.
Lords.