Oxybaphus nyctagineus

Oxybaphus nyctagineus C30, Remedia
Seminar proving, 3rd and 4th class of SAKH, 17-18. March 2018, Bratislava.

D.K.: She took the remedy. As if the energy shrank to a smaller place, drew back inward. Apathetic. Slightly closed, tearful eyes. Thick discharge from eyes, transparent.
I got scared by a child, which had really blue eyes.
Loss of appetite.
She scolded her partner, because he broke a flower.
Aggravation of pain on the right ovary, stinging pain.
Dream: She was swimming in the sea on a pink air mattress, underneath her were swimming whales, sharks, panic, she woke up.
Dream: About our dog.
Dream: About a cat, beetles, ladybirds.
Dream: I was supposed to change a nappy to a child. I was holding him on my arms in a nappy. I noticed a blooming tree, like a cherry tree.
I felt strength from my partner in the morning. I was without strength.

L. S.: She took. Pulsing pain of ovaries. Pulsing pain on the right side of the head.
Dream: As if she went trough her life, everyone from her life was there – classmates, family, child. She was happy, that she is not lonely. We found a ray in a puddle on an asphalt and were happy, that we will have something to eat.

T. O.: A burden on my chest and shoulders.

S. M.: She didn´t take the remedy, but she had pain of head in the nape, opposite the eye. Corrugation in the area of scalp, as if the skin was shrinking in the area of scalp.
Dream: I was in a strange family as a servant. I was supposed to tidy up something in the kitchen. I didn´t manage to do it, because I had to take care of a child as well. I was unconcerned that I could loose a job, because I didn´t make it.

P. Z.: Remedy. Swollen legs- ankles. As if the remedy took my energy away, tired, sleepy. I felt more cold than usual. I woke up at 2 A.M. and I couldn´t fell asleep again. Stomachache and abdomen pain. Stinging pain on the right side.

Z. K.: She took. Burning in the whole abdomen, as if a fire, intensive. Light vertigo. Inner tremble. Feeling of great coldness from the top of forearm, arms and on the back. Pain of the neck, I asked my boyfriend to massage this area. A cramp in the inner part of my right thigh at 4.30 am.

Dream: Disappointed, that she didn´t win the great prize 220 000€, it won her boss.
Dream: We were celebrating birthday of my sister, who is in the star sign Fish. My sister is very adaptable and she wants to satisfy everybody. It was also like this on her celebration party. Her cousins with families came but they left very early, even though she was very nice to them. I was sitting opposite my cousin. I wanted to praise him, that he doesn´t have such a big belly, but he stood up and left. A feeling of guilt, that I asked something not suitable.
M. B.: She took. The pain moved from the right arm to the left one and it started to radiate to the elbow. She ate a lot of food and she was hungy all the time. She was also thirsty in the evening. Stomachache in the evening. Burning pain. Nothing helped, it felt like an acid. Pain at the back of the neck/nape. Pulsation in calfs while falling asleep. I didn´t mind things, which I normally care about, more apathetic, more adaptable. My boyfriend drank my wine, which I put aside, I didn´t mind. He was also surprised what happened.
A. K.: She took. Pain of cervical spine, stiffness even contraction. Feeling of tight throat. I don´t know wheter contraction or a lump. Feeling of heavy head. More languid, weaker. I was touching my neck, larynx, nape. Feeling of unrest, probably because I felt different. The right foot and the right palm were cold in the evening. I couldn´t make them warmer. Feeling very tired, when she came back from school. She overcame sleepiness. Finally she went to bed at 00.30 am.
Dream: Chaotic, parts of my life. She was experiencing emotions very intensively. I was happy, angry, passion – everything very intensive. Intensive emotions. It was more important what I felt, than what I did.
M. Š.: She took. Great hunger. Feeling of an empty stomach even after eating. Pain of the throat on the left side while yawning, as if she was getting ill.

M. S.: She took. Tired eyes all day. Pus in the corner of the right eye in the morning – as if she had conjuctivitis but the eye was not red. Tension in the cervical spine up to the back of the head. A blister appeared on the tongue as if a man gets burned by something. When I opened my mouth in front of a mirror, I got a cramp under the ear, in the place where the mandible clamps on the skull. All week I had a great pain of maxillary sinuses on the right, they disappeared after the remedy. Great thirst. More than usual. She drank more red wine in the evening and she was not drunk.
Dream: She saw knights with helmets across the face, narrow slits for eyes, approx. 6-7 stood next to each other like soldiers in a row. I was not afraid of them. I had a feeling, that they are protecting me. I woke up. When I fell asleep again the dream with knights came back.
Another dream: A classmate from secondary school put a text on Facebook, that she is not satisfied with her life, because she would like to have 12 children and she has only 3 (reality).
K. M.: She took. Hands from the fingers up to elbows started to hurt 2 hours after taking the pill. It moved up to the shoulders but only for a while. Like a čemer (hellebore), the muscles hurt, she had to massage them. Cracking in the ear in the evening as if the plane was landing. She was opened to communication in the evening, without restraint, spontaneous.
M. V.: She took. Shivering. Pain, stinging in the lower jaw. Itching of the right elbow. I had a dream about my 8 year old son and his friends, we were in the nature, it was dry there. There was sand. A great thirst.
M. K.: She didn´t take. Pain in the ovaries all day.

G. B.: She took. Peace as if she was in oil. Pain in the lower back on the left side. Great hunger. As if she had an empty stomach in the afternoon. Slight sleepiness. Less energy.
Dream: In the cage with wide gaps between metal bars. I was the 7th knight in the cage. I was a man. We were fighting for freedom. I had 2 swords in my left hand and one in the right one. I fought with those 3 swords. While fighting they stabbed me with a sword into my stomach and the bright red blood was running down from it. I had a lot of energy and desire to fight for freedom. There were people around the cage who we fought with. They were attacking us and we were protecting ourselves, we were stabbing them trough the bars. We cried out for freedom.


Dream: A group in white gowns, maybe 7 up to 10. Silver, violet, white gown – only these three colours of gowns. We stood in peace, nothing was happening, we were waiting in peace. Then we changed into ordinary clothes and women put eyeshadows on their eyes, which nicely matched rich colours: darkblue, darkviolet and lightgreen inbetween. I drank cherry wine yesterday, without feeling dizzy.
H. Š.:. Physically: Pressure in the neck chakra, as if lump in the throat. Strong inner chill, goosebumps all over my body. Inner tremble, shivering, tremble of hands. Stinging pain right in the head and in the right hand. As if my mind was flying around me and was separated from me.
Dream: I am answering in front of a blackboard at the exam. I stand. Next to me is sitting my daughter in the baby seat. They are testing me how well I am able to entertain and to look after my daughter. I am supposed to tell a poem on the situation, which my daughter is seeing from the window right now, at that moment. I am making rhymes and at the same time I play with my body a theatre to entertain her.
J. F.: She didn´t take. Pain stinging, intensive, in the right ear, as if an inflamation was starting, maybe 15 minutes. She went to bed at 2.00am but still couldn´t sleep, for about three-quaters an hour. Atypical that I couldn´t fell asleep.
A beautiful dream: I swam in the sea, under the surface, I was looking up above my head were swimming the giant turtles, they covered the sun for a while. I felt calm, I was not afraid. Satisfied, safe, no fear. Lower jaw – urticaria for a while. It was itching terribly. Numb foot, left one itching.
M. F.: She didn´t take. Vertigo, in the seated position. Whistling in the right ear. Pain of the left elbow, sharp. Lump on the elbow, aggravation by the touch of clothes, it hurt even more on the left side. Pressure on the chest, first under the left ribbed vault (rib arc) then also under the right one. Swelling of ankles. Need to communicate.
Dream: about water, lake, pool. I was a swimming trainer, I was supposed teach children how to swim. I was supposed do change children into different clothes.
Dream: Carer, I was supposed take care of elderly people in the nature, house of social services, to take care of patients in the park. I saw deceased old grandmother on the bench, she was smiling at me. I came to her and we talked. The trees in the park had huge treetops. The darkness of this dream, because people in the park were dressed in black.
A. D.: She took. Dizziness, quite strong, anticlockwise. Cold hands. Optimism, she wanted to communicate. She was overcoming the usual barriers. Frustrated, bored, without good mood, apathetic in the evening. I felt sorry, that my son ignored me after he came home, he didn´t want to give me a kiss, also my husband ignored me. I had a feeling that I am superfluous, out of the two of them. Clenching, contraction of neck in the early morning. I didn´t have stiffness of my back (cervical spine and shoulders).
Dream: A friend of mine made me a strawberry mojito.
Dream: Smaller boats on the see, black vortex pulled the boats down into the black hole in the sea.
Dream: About my acquitance, which kept inviting me to her house, very nice, I felt accepted.
Dream: Students were smoking. Later they went to have some fun somewhere. One black women went to metro. I asked her why she didn´t go to celebrate. She said she must study because that is the only way how she can get out of a bad situation at her house.
T. V.: She didn´t take. As if somebody lifted my stomach and I was dizzy all day.

V. P. He took. Heartburn at night.

PART II - Meditation proving - Oxybaphus nyctagineus 30 C - 17. 03. 2018

M. B.

protection, vulnerability
• compliant, bowed head
• I don´t really know who I am, I don´t want to be alone but with somebody who would protect me.
• I will fully adapt to my protector
• wind, fluctuation
• feeling that she is not pretty

G. B. /she took the remedy
• hidden inside
• beautiful
• simple
• caress
• tender, fragility
• butterfly
• heavy heart
• anxiety
• blood, bleeding from inside
• fear

T. V.
• pressure in the stomach, lower part
• vulnerability
• air draught in the right nostril as if something was blowing

A. D.
• spinning of the head from left to right circularly
• it doesn´t know to manifest
• it is afraid, pulls itself inside
• it fades because it doesn´t listen to it´s soul and is adapting under the influence of the stronger
• is exhausted from adapting
• she gave more than she should
• it doesn´t believe to inner feelings
• cold hands
• is looking for itself

M. F.
• once I am up and once I am down
• happy/sad
• sleepiness
• monsters, bacteries, viruses
• powerful, strong
• monsters ꞊ uglyness

P. H.
• gentle, exhibition, waving movement
• by diversity I show many things in smallness that I am ( rather more when I am gentle)
• I hide and show only when it is ready
• don´t look, I am not beautiful yet
• I work on details but don´t look yet

M. O.
• gentleness, adaption
• beauty
• nobleness
• dominantion

L. S.
• fear that she will be alone, abandoned
• she feels naked
• she doesn´t have a feeling that she is beautiful
• sad
• unhappy
• Why am I here?
• What do I mean?
• Grows but why?
• wants to scream in the world

D. K.
• yielding, gentle, scared, frightened
• on the other side beautiful, strong, wants to show up but is afraid of the opportunity
• wants to go high but moves back, is bending
• mild, lives without anger, peace
• has a feeling that is not pretty
• is out of the family
• humble
• is hiding, disguises it´s inner beauty
• is happy on her own
• inner conflict between strength and weakness

Z. V.
• cancer, hope for recovering
• optimism
• peace, inner contentment
• promise of nice and good future

M. S.
• juicy
• forest
• walk with family
• daughter, in harmony with daughter
• feeling of hapiness in arms and shoulders
• there is not an overall harmony
• something disturbs, maybe the male element, male member
• family- just go away
• flower, purple, precious, will extinct
• heals or digest
• to go through the forest path
• flower belongs to the childhood
• carefreeness of the childhood
• lightness and hapiness, then no worries
• something prevents me
• I am irritated
• escape
• into the nature and to a deep juicy wood
• humidity, moist fragrance
• summer
• sun
• half of carefreeness and half heaviness
• it is happiness itself
• it´s not pretty
• wants to by physically as if in the mist of vesna
• dizziness

T. O.
• fearful
• beautiful
• head spinning
• heaviness on the chest, shoulders
• alone in the wind

J. F.
• fragility, tenderness
• feels good in society
• is resisting strong winds - resistant
• likes sun
• loves to be the centre of the society, is protrudes from the others
• lives on the high leg
• smiling

Z. K.
• burning pain in the stomach
• I am attached with strong bonds to the family, I don´t have an opportunity to run away, hopelessness, unhappy
• blurred vision, faintness
• I have to stand it somehow
• mask – I pretend that everything is ok, on the outside I smile and inside I suffer
it is realising own vulnerability and knows that is without strengthness
• it would like to be strong, it knows that she doesn´t have it inside
• I am far away from others (from help) and abandoned

Š. H. /she took the remedy
• flow, ethereality, softness
• repeating of the storyline like a roundabout, all the time around.
• imitation of insect, when wants to terrify as if mythological creatures – animal/chinese
• I look at things from a height, I am not connected with them but at the same time I have to eat and at that time to come to the Earth. I don´t want to be on the Earth.
• when I am disappointed, I immure myself in front of the world
• depression, sleep
• radio, gossiping – to scream to the world

S. V.
• desire to live in a group/loneliness
• gentle, adaptable, vulnerable
• sadness
• need of protection
• indecision
• not enough of vital heat
• family care
• community
• oppressed, abused
• wants that everybody is happy
• fear to manifest

M. Š.
• sun
• yellow colour
• stars
• peace, ground
• power, I by myself, I personality – Who am I?
• on the other side abandonment

A. Š.
• I am alone, everybody is spitting on me, they are treading on me
• I would like that they would appreciate me, they would like me, there would be peace and calmness around me
• I have a nice center in an ugly cover
• I want to flourish, manifest myself
• I desire to be accepted, loved
• I want that they would notice me, I try, I try a lot.
• I have a fear, that they will not understand me, I don’t know how to show them, that I am worth something.
• I have a fear, I don’t know how to protect myself
• I feel weak, but I desire to excel that they would appraise me, they would notice me.
• I feel weak and alone, I try to bear it up, I don’t know what to do with that

J. B.
• earache, ringing in ears
• creativity
• to help
• lungs
• heart
• blood vessels
• I want to glow
• romance

S. M.
• alone
• gentle
• separated from a group of adjacent flowers
• opened
• sad, looks into the ground
• help me to be strong, so I can look at the sun
• in order to all of us would blossom at the same time, to be happy
• I have dizziness, eyes got heavy as if there was a sticky material on them.
• accelerated pulse

Z. P.
• noble
• modest
• pretty
• full of contradiction
• subordinate
• sometimes sad
• merges in the crowd
• lonely
• featureless

A. K.
• wreath, royal crown
• she wants to be visible even though is bending
• is afraid to show beauty
• fragile, tender, at the same time mentally strong
• I am being seen
• I am above everything what happens down below me, I have a view
• I am afraid that something could break me
• nothing is protecting my body
• I have a lot of stuff in my head, heavy burden to bear on my head
• heavy head - release

R. P.
• gentle
• is drawn to the light
• stem must carry umbel
• wants to make friends
• full of juice
• I will adjust
• I have a heavy head

A. N.
• while writing blurred
• A flower reminds me of an asian umbrella made of reed, umbrella ( against sun, so women would stay pretty in their face, against rain), as protection, as if it should protect against.??
but at the same time to glamourize by a beautiful flower and in that protection to evoke beauty, aesthetics, feeling that is not that beautiful if it is as a whole ( that flower) but when life splits into small moments, there is always an element of beauty there.
• feeling as if individual flowers were supposed to open gradually to remind the beauty of the moment –continuity – I want to see the good as well, not everything is only bad.
• I see 5x2 of paired petals
• Nr. 10 that I am in the middle
• 2 when I have a partner it goes easier, then there is more beauty in life.
• 2- I have 2 kids + they have partners, that is +2+2 my children+ they have partners, it is +2 +2, my children have 2 kids each – 2+2+2+2+2, numbers 2,5,10....2x5 is 10

A. J.
• cheeky- less assertive
• she wants to succeed, but she feels unsure then she tries to succeed by a destructive way – by rudeness, so they would hear and see her in an inappropriate situations
• suppression from unrealised enforcements, explodes out by rudeness
• deceives by body language, looks gentle and compliantly but has more power inside
• doesn’t feel good alone, likes to have company
• she cares what others think about her
• is assimilating to the surrounding
• creates an impression that wants to help but most of the times thinks only on i i´s interests and on itself
• inclined, dejected, wounded

M. N.
• love, desire
• peace in the family
• vulnerability
• jealousness
• shyness
• desire for love and family
• fear of partner’s health
• doesn’t want to be alone, I am afraid of solitude

M. S.
• gentle,tender, vulnerable
• inaccessible
• loving, good natured man, likes to help others
• group
• group holds together because of protection so they don’t get hurt
• circle
• fresh air
• I am waiting

M. K.
• I have lots of problems, it weighs me down, I resign for now. I have to recharge energy, I take a rest for now so I could gain distance and when I calm down, I will certainly be able to solve all my problems. I will fight. I can do it. But later. Not now. I know, that I have the power for it somewhere inside me.

M.V.
• protect me
• I am very sensitive
• I don’t want to be alone
• there is too much on my head

K. M.
• deep,mysterious,tender
• there is a lot of us at home, I have a fear from scruffiness
• something lies heavy on my shoulders, I want to be happy but I cannot. There is no way.