6.8 Osmium
Reaction of a patient after Osmium 1M.
- A strong feeling of detachment.
- Dream: I had to look after [Gold series] two children who were exactly alike, they were twins. They belonged to a friend of mine. I took them to the swimming pool but the water was dark, like a lake. One of the twins could swim, the other couldn’t. I am not a good swimmer myself so we started of by doing nothing and lay down to sunbathe for a while. The boy that couldn’t swim disappears in the water and I jump after in and just manage to grab him by his swimming trunks and drag him up on the side. No sooner had he been revived or he jumped in again [persevering, Stage 8]. The water has become clear and now I see a ledge on where the shallow part ends and the deep end begins. He jumps and hits his head on this ledge. He is killed instantly [Gold series]. I feel responsible [Gold series] and also angry because he did it on purpose. The other boy is laughing sarcastically, as if he knew all along that this was going to happen. I did not dare tell the parents that he had done it on purpose.
- Stomach ache above the groin, right sided [Gold series], in a vertical line along the stomach. Stitching and burning pains, as if the stomach lining is inflamed, as if the whole inside, including the ovaries [Gold series], spleen and liver are affected and inflamed. I am thinking of cancer [Gold series] of the ovaries.
- Little spots or lumps.