Neckera complanata
Sense proving, 27-3-2021, Utrecht.
Provers: Monika Lang, Ina Ter Beek-Gesink, Sandra Schulte.
You can fall in love with the mosses!
In advance, in the week before, we reacted very strongly.
Ina had an unusually strong heartbeat while working in the garden
Monika very tired concentration and memory poor (fear of an Alzheimer's diagnosis), strong desire to smoke, to numb herself. Very sensitive, very low self-worth. The feeling of being wrong is reinforced.
Sandra: the week before the exam I had left trigeminal neuralgia and very heavy bleeding during the menses, severe pressing headache with clumsiness and exhaustion.
C1.1.
The atmosphere of trituration is very quiet, liberating, concentrated, focused, sigh of relief, hypnotized by "rubbing"
Pain moves from the stomach to the intestines, pain in the right temple, pain in the left half of the head, heavy eyes, stinging in the left temple, sensitive to noise, the rubbing is too loud,
Stinging from the inside to the outside of the fontanel, Yawning is impossible, cant finish it,
time goes by very slowly,
Feeling like leaning forward.
Sensation of warmth from the sole upwards,
M: rubbing deeply, just doing her job, concentrating on her work, wanting to do it well.
Pain on the roof of the skull, heavy eyes, yawning is a connection with the spiritual, nothing of the examination should be lost, all knowledge should be retained, knowledge and experience should be preserved, the unconscious;
In. saw her own accident while testing algae,
dull, heavy feeling in the nape of the neck in the middle of the back of the head under the occipital scale.
We have not set the clock for scraping.
Pain in the right back muscles and upper sacral region is painful.
The rubbing is strenuous,
Ina can now yawn really deeply, very deeply, relieving
Stiffness and pain of the temporomandibular joint on both sides, the left one hurts more, feeling as if it were swollen, the neck on the side becomes stiff and painful,
Pain in the sternocleidomastoid pulls upwards to the inner corner of the eye and also downwards; trapezius tense
Scraping is very energetic in everyone, resolute, strength comes out, whereas rubbing is strenuous.
Headache on both sides of the parietal bone.
Was the decision to remain alive here instead of leaving when the accident occurred? Decision to die or to live, with all mosses, it is a matter of primary decision-making
Ina and Sandra both had an accident with severe head trauma.
Ina says she didn't decide for herself, someone made her decision, it wasn't the right time, she was attracted to stay here, no decision of her own.
Sandra says she made up her own mind and decision.
C1,2: confusion, did we add lactose at the right moment?
Ina rubs.
Point on the atlas can still be felt, rubbing is very difficult and exhausting,
2 sides: stay alive or die, it's on the knife's edge,
We have set the clock wrong again.
It is easier to die than to live, life is far too exhausting.
Looks for reasons why she would like to go on living, hopefully she will find some.
Life is a painful experience.
Monika is released, has already lived through all of the topics in the week before the trituration and finds rubbing very relieving and drinks the water of life.
For her, “being allowed to be the way you are” is important. Be right! unconditional acceptance.
Absolute speechlessness, if one is not accepted as one is, she can find no more words in an experience where she was not excepted as the person she is.
Monika and In talk about the fact that patients rejected parts of their forms of therapy so that it was impossible to cure them.
Not to be taken entirely.
M tells her story in which her grandfather was an obstetrician when she was born and his first and only words to her mother after she was born have been "it's just a girl". That left the feeling in her that she is not right
We have a psychologically sadomasochistic culture, an inequality between people, so the viruses can jump on us because we are not healthy.
When we hug, we have enough mindfulness of one another Pain in the bale of the thumb.
Problems with time: sometimes it goes slowly, sometimes too quickly, it doesn't matter at all.
You can only do well at your own pace C1/3.
Sandra rubs.
Ina's jaw pain started again immediately
S lacks access to In. and MĘĽs conversation and is still in her own world, which is about choosing between life and death, it doesn't really matter because your being remains the same.
Consciousness without being, our core, a certain period of time it has a body to collect certain experiences.
I says: You choose a period of time when you have a high state of consciousness or you are attracted by the circumstances that are exactly right so that you can gain experiences that are important, so that consciousness develops. Sometimes you forget it, but it's always there. When I have high consciousness I can choose to work with the Creator.
Consciousness is endless.
In: When you work together with the Creator, you always get the messages through your right ear! The stinging in InĘĽs right ear is gone.
The rubbing becomes easier, is like dancing, aversion to compulsions, if the rubbing is too wild, the sugar spreads around.
Speechlessness: In the Corona time, we homeopaths are forbidden to speak, have no voice, work with the moss, with the Creator, then we can dare to speak and overcome it, to be nothing and to become nothing.
Creator means to be connected with everything, with the moss the awakening could come without being still and enduring it.
When we start talking, it becomes warm, it liberates, it is right, like a lifeline Otherwise the connection will be stolen from us.
Acid regurgitation from the stomach.
Consciousness is endless
Each takes a fingertip of the C1!
Perfection.
C2, 1.
Fatigue, connection with the universe through yawning, exhausting fatigue, Giving responsibility to the elders
Scratching is annoying.
Yawning from feet to head Blockages in C3-C5 of the spine Feeling like shimmering in the head .
Left temple as if someone were reaching into it, like fracture of the base of the skull.
S had after the accident, anxiety as if trapped in the thoracic spine as if the heart was trapped.
the head was broken from the accident, as well the lower jaw, the temporomandibular joints and the ear canals
After falling of her bike, she lay between the tires of the car that came to a stop behind and over her.
Your thoughts then: "if I die now, it would be the perfect moment, infinite peace".
Means for accidents and cranial trauma.
We talk about the Covid vaccination.
Sa. Has Pain in her right leg, left chest, heart is tight,
Heartache like a knife in the heart and chest.
Means for heart attack.
Treatment of In. with healing energy, Sa. has heartache
Through the trituration, the stories came up with the emotions and images before the accident and it's time to feel it, heal it, work it out now.
Feelings trapped / split off / excluded by the accident now feel like a heart attack.
Mahler, song of a travelling journeyman "I've got a glowing knife in my chest", now healing begins a peaceful feeling spreads in the chest, cozy.
In holds points on Sandra's chest and back at heart level, feels like a telephone to Ina, she heals herself, feels (hears) Ina.
Trapped feelings before Sandra's accident: first boyfriend cheated on her, she broke up 1 week before the accident, before that grandpa died, then her father.
Memories come back.
At Ina, the subject of abuse by her boyfriend was a deep topic before the accident.
Had to have experience of the accident to get rid of the friend who was assaulting.
How stupid can you be to trust a man like that.
It should be normal that we can form a trusting relationship! Our job is to reconnect.
During this time we have to experience the callous, the patriarchy, society, so that we experience how it can be, because we are in the body, we have to experience everything in order to understand the world.
Feeling, emotions, instinct.
Part of consciousness is soul, the other part is ego.
Development means that the consciousness gets bigger and the ego gets smaller.
C3.1
Caged grief is the subject.
I can't cry.
Wide, round, peaceful feeling, no contact with the blocked feeling, it goes to the source of what is happening.
For example, accidents bring you back to the center of the family from which you have been displaced by other traumatic events.
Deep traumas, the accidents, the heart skips .
The topic of smoking is a boom, a suppression .
The rubbing goes well, I need touch, connection, hug
I need a sister, In. gives Sa. a supportive hug, like a sister
Sandra scans her body, feels, she works excellently, that has always been the case, to keep working in crises.
M. has pain in her temples, In. is a wild woman, Sandra does finger acupressure on the heart points.
The remedy is a remedy for the skull and the heart, for bony structures and the heart, craniosacral dysfunction,encapsulated traumas.
Disconnection.
Everything is well under control on the surface.
M. has to do everything on her own: has to hear, understand, write and watch the time! It's so hard.
Heat waves theme.
We are easily distracted, we quickly connect.
Severed grief.
Abuse .
Violation, not being accepted, fraud.
The core of being hurt by patriarchy and its inattention causes deep hurt.
We split it off, endured it, carried it on, worked, we can do that.
It was an imprint that gives us strength to survive.
Are on the brink between life and death, either to decide for yourself or to be called back, very sensitive to patriarchal structures, instructions, commands and prohibitions because she has experienced disregard and oppression.
Power, something hard that you have mastered.
Effect of the remedy: forgive, make peace, first there was the deep injury, then the accident, then the healing In.: Cantate 'Halt in the memory of Jesus Christ, BWV 67
the solution lies in inner peace.
Peace be with you!
Good to us! Jesus helps us fight.
and dampen the fury of the enemy,
Hell, Satan, soft! Peace be with you!
Jesus brings us to peace
and refreshes us tired
Mind and body at the same time.
Peace be with you!
Oh Lord, help and succeed
to penetrate through death
in your realm of honor! Peace be with you!
Post trituration experiences.
Sandra: I torment myself even a bit through the day, helps movement, but it strained me all very very much and I could ever sleep.
Monika: I believe more and more in the positive effects of C1 or the entire trituration on me.
On the second day after the trituration I had an abnormal feeling while I was driving on the highway suddenly all the cars around me, the trucks beside me and my car as well became very little. I knew it is wrong but the impression stayed for about 5 minutes.
In the 3rd night after the proving I had a (birth?) Dream!
I was in a simple hotel with my friend M., she really pushed me to get out into town, but I wanted to stay and have the simple breakfast, nothing to do! But first I had to get out of this terribly tight T-shirt! But that was not possible alone! When I tried to pull it over my head I almost choked! But neither M nor anyone else from the people who came and went, used our bathroom and other rooms ! It was terrible, I was so helpless and at the mercy! I kept trying to take it off and pointed out to the others that I couldn't do it on my own, but they didn't react! At some point someone cut the thing open for me, I think before that I saw a big black insect *in my shell, I was terrified of it and just wanted to get out of there in a panic! It was very tiring and exhausting!
The insect in my dream could be seen as a mummified twin.
A had a second dream 2 days later: There was a lady, I know about her but have never met her. She forced me to take all the old rubbish from her children, such as toys etc. I didn’t want it and I didn’t know what to do with it. She kept on harassing me, by that I realised that she was wearing a good looking face mask to hide her wrinkles. I refused to take anything of that old stuff (and was free).
Some days later I managed, by driving too fast in the wrong gear, to break the clutch of my car!!!
That day I had the feeling of becoming sick and took a bit of c3 and recovered overnight.
There is another habit I recognise since the proving, when I arch my back I have to straighten it immediately. I constantly try to stay or sit upright. Even in bed I have to straighten my back and push my shoulders back.
Ina: The week after I was in a kind of mist with a heavy head, not being able to really concentrate well. My mind seemed to move again so I went into the garden, preparing it and putting it in order, so that I could later sow several vegetable seeds, in order to find my balance back. That worked well! From the second Easter day on I could concentrate more, but my head is still a bit shaky.