5.25 Lonicera xylosteum
Number: 66665.13
Series: Hydrogen, Carbon, Silicon, Iron, Silver series and Lanthanides; emphasis on Lanthanides.
Clades: Caprifoliaceae; Dipsacales; Campanulidae.
Phase: 6; Subphase: 5.
Stage: 13.
Names: Lonicera xylosteum is an unresolved name.
English: Honeysuckle, Fly woodbine.
French: camerisier des haines.
Botany: climber, very sweet and charming fragrance; being invited in with honey but then deceived.
Culture: Old friends, Simon Garfunkel.
Introduction
They are very passionate and are in danger of losing themselves and their autonomy in relationships, especially love relationships. At the other hand they need to preserve their self-determination and inner freedom and thus cannot give themselves really in relationships. This often leads to situations where their lover is unavailable or doesn’t want to give himself in their relationship and betrays the, This give s a lot of anger, which cannot be fully expressed in fear of losing their lover.
Mind
Lost love, alone, cannot let go.
Introverted due to loss of affection.
Desire for light and air.
Ailments from being in love with unavailable person; unrequited love or cannot choose between two relationship.
Jealous.
Love difficult.
Heart: wide open, then disappointment.
Vulnerable, sad, labile; deserted.
Fear binding, no contact with others, with mother in womb.
Irritability of temper, with violent outburst.
The passion is having a heavy quality, confused quality, as if in a mist, not free in it.
Homesickness.
Desire light, air, emotions.
Aversion being in a straitjacket.
Fear: alone.
General
Sensation: tingling.
Sweat: cold, profuse.
Time: < July.
Desire: drinks, excessive thirst.
Food; < chocolate, < coffee.
Sleep: constant deep; half open eyes; sleepy; coma.
Lonicera xylosteum, proving
Picture proving.
Wide mouths, reaching, greedy, extending, invading, competing, hungry, desperate, I want to get away. Drooping. Heart beating hard.
Heaviness from inside, something pulling me down.
Fullness coming from within.
Suffocated feeling.
Something grabbing or pulling at me.
Thickness in the air, stickiness.
Wanting to get out.
Parasitic quality.
Strong palpitations.
Eyes foggy, focus versus non focus.
Felt disconnect with myself, wanted to come out, how am I going to get out of this.
Trapped and emotional inside.
Eyes heavy and tried, like something overcame me completely.
Felt sick to stomach.
Felt exposed, open, delicate, fragile, sexual, sensual; when you suggested showed washing, thought with who? I might be very needy, wondering if you are married.
Something sticking out of side of occiput.
Like little child making first steps trying to explore the world.
Burning skin on arms.
Thoughts about family closeness.
Sensation of being open and closed.
Impulsiveness of expression.
Being drawn, enticed, deceived, invited, duped.
Something reaching, quietness. Something on right side of abdomen.
Image of water colour in nursery rhyme book.
Looked up at one point as if something up.
Jaw joint pain, immediately.
Nausea.
Something to do with breasts, something destructive.
Murmuring sweet sound like someone comforting, sweet voices.
Pulling sensations bottom of feet, arches, pulling up inside of calves.
Honeysuckle: Lonisera-j, all Lonisera’s.
Being invited in with honey but then deceived: Caprifoliaceae.
Nausea, heart beating, wanting to get out.
The passion is having a heavy quality, confused quality, as if in a mist, not free in it.
On one side attractive quality to it and on the other, fed up and wanting to throw out.
Not well known remedy.
Violent impulse of heart.
Profuse vomiting and purging.
Stage 13: homesickness, nostalgia, wanting the old things back.