5.24 Lonicera japonica
Number: 66665.13
Series: Hydrogen, Carbon, Silicon, Iron, Silver series and Lanthanides; emphasis on Lanthanides.
Clades: Caprifoliaceae; Dipsacales; Campanulidae.
Phase: 6; Subphase: 5.
Stage: 13.
English: Lonisera; Honeysuckle.
Introduction
They are very passionate and are in danger of losing themselves and their autonomy in relationships, especially love relationships. At the other hand they need to preserve their self-determination and inner freedom and thus cannot give themselves really in relationships. This often leads to situations where their lover is unavailable or doesn’t want to give himself in their relationship and betrays the, This gives a lot of anger, which cannot be fully expressed in fear of losing their lover.
Lonicera japonica, proving
Picture proving, 20-10-2006, Toronto.
Prover 1.
Image of two birds fighting over a flower, ripping it apart and flying away.
Heart palpitations, trembling.
Chest heaviness.
Headache, supraorbital.
Itching and pricking of skin.
Prover 2.
Drawn, enticed, deceived.
Inverted, duped.
Prover 3.
Slender, elongated.
Reaching.
Fragile mixed with strong.
Sexual, voluptuous.
Nose, respiration, mouth, tongue.
Flying.
Open, receptive.
Carnivorous.
Tendrils.
Better wet, moist.
Budding, potential.
Prover 4.
Palpitation, sharp, intense rush of energy.
Blurry vision.
Sexual.
Retching.
Vomiting.
Stupor.
Prover 5.
Treat me gently.
I am trusting you.
Showing my double nature.
Being brave.
Stepping outside the protected waxy waves.
Contraction in solar plexus.
Prover 6.
Heart palpitations, strong.
Brain fag.
Pain on forehead.
Disconnected with self.
Wanting to get out.
Heavy eyes.
Asking myself when is this going to end.
Stuck, cannot get out.
Sick to my stomach, vomiting.
Heavy feeling.
Tired.
When will this be over with.
Prover 7.
Aggressive, pushing, entwining, entangling, smothering of others.
Strong sexual component, desire increased, need to reproduce.
Strong sweet odour, overpowering aroma, seductive feeling, drawn in or towards another in relationships.
Prover 8.
Heart pounding.
Wide mouth, reaching, greedy, extending, invading. Competing, hungry.
Despite want to get away, trapped.
Prover 9.
Light.
Fresh.
Reaching.
Thickness, sticky substance.
Pulsing.
Right jaw tension.
Right shoulder as if grabbed by a hand.
Prover 10.
Irritation: I wanted to do more than look at it.
I wanted to touch, feel and experience.
More sensation.
Thoughts of being a stupid exercise if you cannot experience it.
Prover 11.
Eye, vision, like heat waves, LSD flashbacks?
Nausea !, instant and acute, needs to be controlled.
Heat, coming out.
The opened flower, the leaf.
The unopened flowers.
Awareness of existence physically.
Desire to leave.
Prover 12.
Sharp pain on right ovary.
Sharp pain on left shoulder.
Taste of honey in the mouth.
Prover 13.
Body feels heavy, hard to keep head up.
Heaviness from inside, pulling down sensation.
Sticky.
Grabby.
Suffocate.
Thick.
Humid.
Want to get out.
Parasite.
Fullness from within.
Temperomandibular joint.
Breasts, destruction of.
Honey.
Nausea.
Prover 14.
Feelings: coming out, forcing out, rage, anger, impulsive or pulling in.
Taking in, grasping inwards.
Violent outrage, forcing out feelings.
Agitation, impulsiveness.
Sexuality, forthcoming.
Highly sexual energy.
Edgy, nervousness.
Prover 15.
Excitement inside.
Exposed.
Open.
Delicate, fragile.
Vulnerable.
Sexual, sensual.
Looking for a partner.
Stimulating.
Nervous system, female.
PS: Bach flower honeysuckle is my remedy; I live in the past, nostalgia.
Prover 16.
Head occipital, sensation peacock tail.
Gentleness, but strong.
Light headed.
Opening towards, but very carefully.
Small baby making first steps, trying to explore the world, steps forth and back, if it is safe?
Burning skin, both arms lateral side.
Taciturn, closeness.
Open and close.
Impulsiveness of expressions.
Prover 17.
Sticky.
Longing, reaching, clinging.
Quiet, Pulsatilla like.
Abdomen thumping right side.
Blond child in a nursery rhyme, watercolour drawing, she belongs.
What is above?
Right side.
Prover 18.
Sensual reaching out.
Bored, having had enough of it, spitting and vomiting it out.
Felt.
Prover 19.
Pressure in head, increasing pressure as if being filled with something, especially felt right side, top and front quadrant.
Head feels too heavy for neck to support as it will flop over and fall off.
Upward lifting sensation, as if being pulled up or lifted from the head.
Pulsation, beating in the left thumb.
Vertigo.
Prover 20.
Felt very sexual.
Left ovarian pressure.
Anxiety in abdomen.
Felt heavy and tired.
Pleasant thoughts of spending time with boy friend, being seduced.
Right wrist cracked.
Prover 21.
Baby suckling at breast.
Felt entwined, tight muscles.
Rise of passion in me.
Thinking of sex, felt warm.
Felt retired, calm.
Sexually vulnerable, open genitals.
Felt being attracted by a sweet agent.
Prover 22.
Fuzzy top of head, like hair standing up, the crown.
Pricking in the arch of right foot.
Really, really soft, very soft and fuzzy, very soft, almost can’t break it.
Prover 23.
It’s okay.
Warm and fuzzy feeling.
Being Invited inside.
Warm and comfortable.
Calmness, quietness.
Security, being held.
Prover 24.
Pulling pain tension behind ears.
Pulling upwards from feet and arches.
Pain in back between shoulder blades.
Racing heart.
Sense of hearing comforting murmuring voices “ sweet nothings”.
Openness in pelvis, pressure right inguinal area.
Prover 25.
I was afraid of the image. I did not want to look at it. There, these spiky, white abrasive flowers which were angry and made me feel attacked. Then there was this secret, pending doom to the image; this under brush, hidden aspect that nauseated my attention. I had to close my eyes to escape the image, but the image was so potent, that it stuck to the back of my eyelids. After sitting with the image for a while, because I couldn’t get away from it, something started to slide down my spine, in a oozy, thick, viscous kind of way, as if my soul was melting into the ground. I opened my eyes, and for some reason, there was a new found peace. I was able to look at the image until we were told to come back to the room.
Prover 26.
Dream night afterwards: being caught with the family by men, kidnapping us, at gunpoint. Feeling of danger. We were not allowed to move, I moved a bit to do something like scratch myself, and then I was shot in the uterus. I looked down with disbelief. It was a very deep wound and a fatal one. One that tore through my pelvis and spine so that I could not move. They placed me somewhere very carefully as not to disturb the wound anymore as if I would fall apart if disturbed. There was lots blood. I could feel the pain. It was so real. I kept thinking “Oh no I will never be able to walk again”. Paralysed. I knew I was going to die. No operation or treatment could save me. I was thinking of what will happen to my kids, my family. It felt so real I woke up thinking how is it that I am not shot. I was relieved and said a prayer of thanks for my life.
Prover 27.
Sexual, wanting sex.
Sharp, piercing.
Sad.
Enclosed feeling.
Prover 28.
Palpitations, heart racing.
Moth watering.
Exhilaration.
Sexual and sensual exhilaration.
A heavy sweet sex smell.
The word gold.
Heavy pressure back of head.