Lewisia cotyledon
Sense proving, 24-4-14, Utrecht, Masterclass.
Smell: honey, sweet.
Taste: bitter, increasingly bitter aftertaste, not unpleasant.
As if I want to stay in it.
Comfortable in the proving.
Left side or back is not comfortable, tingling.
Left side of belly.
Blades come from a strong point, my attention is drawn to the 'heart'.
Lower leaf ring thick and tighter, above a little sloppy, messy. They are not flat, going over the length and inwardly.
Association: holding in their energy, their information.
Among the flower cluster 8 small leaves around the stem, over a length of about 5 cm.
So a wide variety of leaves.
Leaf smells green, fresh.
Flowers in bunches, open and button together in the bunch.
Beautiful color, open flower, loves light, sunny places.
A little uncertain, uncomplicated.
Fresh.
Color: 10 petals hot pink, lighter on one edge and dash along the length.
Discussion in the group
Succulents? Stalk snaps quickly, vulnerable, while it seems so solid, bruised lingers thanks to a membrane
It looks a bit destroyed. Injury, being molested.
Uncomplicated, down to earth.
A lot of life force, strong versus very subtle, delicate. Like Silica. This delicacy is not like vulnerability, but more like strength.
Iron, it's pretty stable, in the middle, Phase 4.
It breaks so easily, so not flexible: straight.
Fresh and expressive. Music of Ilse de Lange: blue, bitter, sweet.
Stage 13.
It is still in me, I want to get rid of it. The spirit of the plant, griping inside me, clinging. The way I usually clean my energy does not work.
Flowers is pushed down by the leaves: leaves many
Stage 10, in the center.
A flower starts growing from anywhere: as if flowers are not important.
Smell went directly inside, feeling like a bowl, a very soft bed, where it was. Ads if in a soft bed, cocoon. Naively, soft and retired. The energy is still in the stomach.
Contradiction between the tick leaves, thin petals.
Mumbling, threatening calls, influence of the drug.
Full in head, stage 9.
Phase 5 and 3.
I want to stand right, be seen, but still it wants to contribute in a selfless way.
I feel electricity from head to toe, wants to go out. It stays in the body and the body is moving with electricity. It stays in the whole body, esp. feet and back. Like when it is too busy.
In the beginning I sat forward, felt unpleasant. I want more to stretch my back, fully, and are backward.
Toes tickling, as from polyneuropathy.
Light feeling in my heart, goes away.
My head has to be right up, but it falls back.
It's in my head, electricity in my head; hands spiraling to head back, up from my body. Not pleasant any more, then it was.
Desire to throw it away in the garbage: Stage 16 or Phase 6.