Ipomoea batatas
(Michaela telling:) They did not want this plant on first hand; M. did when she heard it was a convolvulaceae, she connected it to last evening's dream. The group chose itself, but not the plant. Good communication. Again, did not want to do this colour of the blossom …
M. felt guilty about bringing in hard feelings, thought she had abused the others for bringing them in. Then everyone told his story and M. felt relieved, because everyone had his heavy stuff.
A lot about exclusion, feeling being second hand, not being first choice - that was a topic for everyone. Mi. felt excluded after divorce, not being a normal doctor, and excluded by parents in law; Ma. felt excluded as a doctor; homosexuality became an issue. On the other hand, you are special, and then you are excluded, that belongs together. Hard to go the own way like this. Group agreed on that, felt like a nice group, reflecting about all that, so it became too nice, which made Ma. interfering.
Ma. was annoyed by G. not contributing. B. said, the 2 were mirroring each other. Mi agreed, felt with G., and so Ma. became angry. B. saved the situation by saying: Time to blossom, time for anger; Ma. felt compassion with her anger; discovered hidden aggression.
They talked about their mothers, their hidden aggression. Excluded by mothers, unfeeling; loneliness from childhood on.
Yesterday they went to church, felt like outsiders, but were welcome by people. But: if you are special, you always have to leave the group, and you feel alone again.
Es ist zum Kotzen, this hidden aggression, it is disgusting. Go on stage before you vomit.
B. said: the most exciting thing is to be naked on stage. Feels excluded. But when on stage, feels in energy, not being ashamed being nude. Did it in an opera.
Overcoming separation, exclusion by being special. Hidden aggression: ph6
There is also this climber-aspect. Being together, feeling together, but not too close. Climber keeps other plants together, learn a lot of each other, so stage 7
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Jan's Ipomoea case: lady stays being dependant on parents, even after marriage, needing their money; writing horror stories for children; feeling excluded.
Autonomy-aspect in this remedy is strong, this is a difference to the above provings.