1.136 Ilex aquifolium
Number: 66614.10
Series: Hydrogen, Carbon, Silicon, Iron, Silver series and Lanthanides; emphasis on Lanthanides.
Clades: Aquifoliaceae; Aquifoliales; Campanulidae.
Phase: 1; Subphase: 4.
Stage: 10.
English: Holly.
Mind
Defense to a threat, annoyance, invasion from outside.
Anger, rage, hatred, accusation antagonism, violence, injuring oneself and others.
Malicious, vindictive, squeeze others tight, pulling hair, fierce tantrums.
Fighter mentality, agitated, aggressive, in words, gestures, held within.
Suspicion, envy, jealousy, revenge, anger, wounded pride.
Suffering, agony, < abuse, < vexation, < annoyed.
Antisocial personality disorder, conduct disorder, paranoid personality disorder, delusional disorder, aggressive or jealous features, persecutory, paranoid delusions.
Exhaustion, frazzled nerves, < overstimulated by environmental impact, excessive noise, turmoil.
Long for quiet repose and peaceful surroundings.
Feeling cut off from love; jealousy, envy, suspicion, anger.
Thorny, spiny, teasing, nag, spite. Restless, impatient.
Kindness, inner beauty, good intentions, hidden behind the aggressive facade.
Working at old age to earn his income.
Persistent, rigid, decided, serious.
Oversensitive to influences and ideas.
Dominant.
Erotic, no kissing. Jealousy, in old age.
Guilt, from jealousy, from limiting the freedom of others.
Religious, holy, praying, serene, devotion, mystic; purifying; existing in more dimensions.
Unconscious.
Fear: robbers.
Delusion: has rights, worse from injustice.
Themes: red, rose, black; boats, water; antiques, futuristic; get lost, hide.
Ilex aquifolium, proving
Sense proving, 17-2-2012, Utrecht
Prover 1
Anger from being interfered with, being messed with.
Desire to be left alone, in peace.
Anger from authorities, parents, teachers.
Loner, living on his own; autism.
Contracted, bitter.
Stomach bloated, belching.
Retching, vomiting.
Thinks that everything others try to learn him he is a poison.
Wants to find things out himself, has an aversion being taught.
Loner, aversion being famous.
Hiding, retiring.
Sensitivity hidden behind anger.
Retracting mouth, cheeks; clenched jaws; grinding teeth.
Violent sneezing, < sun.
Natrium, Lanthanides.
Stage 10.