Hyacinthus orientalis
Essence
The other is pressing on me with soft coercion, not forcing directly, but pushing indirectly; it gives the feeling of having no space, as if being enwrapped with friendliness; one would like to scream, but that feels as impossible after having received so much “love”.
Seductive refinement, make one packed.
Mind
Suspicious thoughts about other people.
Projects and worries about fantasies concerning people, coworkers and one’s abilities related to them.
Connected with rebirth and spring.
Young man, the beauty and the risk taking leading to accidents.
Narcotic, seductive.
Body
Nose: smell sweet, heavy.
Mouth: taste slimy.
Breathing heavily, chest oppressed.