Hebe andersonii
Sense proving, 9-10-2014, Utrecht
Taste smooth, nasty, electricity, prickling.
Red outbursts, sudden impulses.
Tension in upper abdomen, stomach.
Bracing oneself for something.
Tension jaws.
Shivering, shuddering, from neck down to abdomen, like a dog shrugging of the water.
Desire to shake off a false accusation, blackguarding.
Tension, immense, the whole body, shuddering, vibrating, trembling.
You feel special and vibrant,m but are not recognised for it; you have all kinds of impulses to get renowned, recognised, but people do not see it.
Always tension, never rest.
Held in, lacks to courage to ask for things out of fear not getting accepted.
Hectic, very present.
Taste: very sweet in the beginning, a little bitter afterwards.
Cuckoo-clock, screaming, screaming for attention.
Stage 9.
Exhausted, gasping.
Group 2
Confusion about identity.
Who am I?
Which part of the plant?
Different facets of life.
Each stage so full.
Abundancy.
Big Italian family, feasting: food, wine, sunshine.
Stray twigs: endured hardships in the past.
War.
Be upright, keep posture, outer appearance.
Strict upbringing.
Smell: luring, trance dance, Indian music and dresses.
Hiroshima, atom bomb, cloud.
665.51.
Group 3
Exuberant, firm, fine.
Double.
Back to childhood, being in a group.
Left alone.
Lured into sleep, not to feel the remedy.
Group 4
Taste: repulsive, spit out immediately.
From young to old, all together in cautious exuberance. and then, shocking, from a beautiful start to a hard end.
Abdomen pain.
Stitches in throat and clavicula.
Group 5
“No, no, I am not going to cry”.
Taunted.
Shy, ridiculed.
Petty, what is one anyhow.
Desire to communicate.
Antenna’s, very sensitive, everything enters.
Light, plant, chilly, shivering
Nice to be in a group, strong together.
Taste bitter, sour.
Feeling of a hedgehog.
Feeling of Barium.
Double.
Back to childhood, being in a group.
Left alone.
Lured into sleep, not to feel the remedy.