Gibbaeum pubescens
Remedy code: 3-663.26.09
Young woman of 22 years, stress, eczema.
I notice that I get stuck in my head, am always too busy with others and don't think enough about myself. Rash on the fingers, most of the index finger. The tension has been creeping in for weeks, getting worse, at work I get stuck with a colleague. He is feisty and blames me, that my communication would not be good. I don't get approved, he is experienced, has been working in healthcare for 15 years, and I just got there. I find that very humiliating, tiptoe when he is there, I want to avoid the discussion. I always try to do my best, then when he does something disrespectfully, it goes wrong in my head. With this colleague it has been like this for some time, but in the last month he has started to behave differently. I am young, and within the team, I can handle new situations better. I get blamed, therefore I get a feeling of inferiority. It's been like that in my life before, my older sisters did a lot together, I wanted to participate but then did so by irritating behavior. Colleagues say at work I am now less enthusiastic and quiet. She works in social care, she has always done a lot for friends who have a problem or for family, partner and in-laws.
I had a strange dream: I was sent away at work just like that, in the dream I was afraid: will they still want me back. My right shoulder is one hardened muscle. This tension makes me try extra hard for the family, I get stuck in that more often. I also feel put aside.
Analysis
She avoids discussion, is quieter as a reaction, is still young and inexperienced, the situation gives her a feeling of inferiority: Phase 2.
She experiences the situation as humiliating, disrespectful: Phase 6.
Colleague gives her this feeling, previously she encountered the same theme (same phases) in the family: both refer to Silicon series.
Self understanding, she seeks independence, helping those close to her: Gold series. At puberty she was a free-spirited type, self-reliance and standing on one's own two feet as a theme are familiar from the Lanthanides and thus appropriate to Gold series.
This brings us to Gold series3 and Phase 26, the Gibaoïdae.
Within this family there are points of recognition with Gibbaeon from earlier case histories: rejected, feeling inferior, trying hard, caring for others as a theme, caring as compensation (caring too much fits with Phase 6, giving a lot, giving away). Very sensitive to and dependent on assessment. Previously placed at stage 14. This case suggests possibly stage 15: driven, lots of contacts like Phosphor, often exuberant like Nitrogen, wants out of the situation, head full, her full stature, lots of blushing, loss of job compares Arsenic, the hurt of Antimoniums. Stage 9 is also an option, the 'tiptoeing' known from Iridium, being judged,- think Cobaltum, 'being second' like Rhodium -or seeing oneself that way, seeking reasonableness and the controlled behavior of Europium.
Testing the possibilities of Q-search, search word 'shoulder', selection class 03, Phase 2 0, or Phase 0 6. When studying the options given, you can often select more sharply yourself. Gibbaeon is named.
In this analysis, it already seemed clear what class it was (63) and the phases (26), but even with a less clear prior assumption or recognition, Q-search provides good options for consideration.
She received Bougainvillea a year earlier with good results for her eczema and thoughts, the symptoms came back again the last months but her story and presentation this time had a different picture of phases and stage within the Caryophyllidae. A different ‘color’ and the story had a different emphasis.
Presciption: Gibbaeon pubescens C200.
Follow up
After six weeks it goes well, I have much more peace in my body, after two days I could already notice it, I was even
shocked by my reactions: I did set limits, since then it goes by itself. Every now and then I still have to put on the brakes to avoid taking care of the other person too quickly. When I do it now, I remain calm, I now ask myself first 'do I want it and can I do it, can I handle it physically'. The rash is gone. The pain in the shoulder is gone. With a difficult colleague I started a discussion, I threw everything out, and within the company, I started to see if I could grow further. I'm settled now but I want to have more responsibility. I like guiding others, and now I know I have that capacity.
After four month he is still okay.