4.13 Gallium
- Dream: The wife of an old farmer had disappeared. Everyone was looking for her thinking she had been killed. Many people were suspected of murdering her but eventually it turned out that the old man himself had done it and cemented her body into the wall.
- Dream: A young sportswoman and other sporting people did not belief in themselves. They couldn’t make the grades set by the Dutch athletics society to compete in the World championships. This was because they did not believe in themselves, did not believe they could become first. Many of them had given up deep inside. It was my task to treat them with homeopathy and guided visualisations to dissolve their illusions of failure and ‘I won’t make it anyway’.
- Mental: I realise that I dream much more during provings than I used to do and that this has something to do with the fact that I never believed in myself. I used to do a proving without knowing the remedy, saying to myself that I shouldn’t be influenced by preconceived ideas about it. I could have tried to make contact with the remedy and the energy of the person who was conducting the proving. Now I realise that refusal to make contact and disbelief were the reason that I hardly ever got any good dreams or symptoms.
- My eyes and ears were glued shut in the morning, worse on the right side.