665.73.10 Fabiana imbricata, Case
Case by Anne Wirtz.
Woman, 65, fatigue.
She has a deep longing to perform something big, to be grand and mean something to mankind. She is in search of herself,but feels held back by her scattered energy.
Interested in cultural and spiritual things, counseling, Findhorn. She does not feel good when speaking to a group.
She has spasms in her belly, < panic in an empty corridor for no reason.
She has guilty feelings about her illegal relationship.
Her sexual experiences started young, has always been exciting.
She is on guard, sees and hears everything in front of and behind her.
As a child she did everything to get approval, always looking for father figures.
She has low back problems, spastic colon, gagging reflex, < fear; cystitis repeatedly.
She does not want to be less than others.
Her father was an alcoholic, a lot of shouting and violence, maybe incest.
Her brother drowned and she witnessed it as a very young child.
Fear: death, for myself; black, darkness; strange taxi driver; violence, persecution, robbers, < alone at home; be deficient in new situations; deep anticipation.
Dreams: falling, < falling asleep.
Analysis
Silver series: perform something big.
Lanthanides: Interested in cultural and spiritual things, counseling, Findhorn; perform something big, mean something to mankind; search of myself.
Phase 7: fear death, black, darkness; sexual experience early, exciting; incest.
Subphase 3: did everything for approval, looking for father figures.
Stage 10: I do not want to be less than others; to be grand.