Euphorbium Resinifera
provision 30K
Prover 1
Day after the first intake: a telephone call from a patient who tells us that his family doctor has suggested that Hypothalamus is something for him because of his obesity. He indicates in which book it is described: the book opens exactly on the right page.
I got the book from a patient 6 years ago.
2nd Night's dream: the atmosphere is not pleasant; in the position of general practitioner I am talking to a patient; there is no end to it.
each time I try to steer the conversation in the direction of a conclusion and then the patient chooses a different path.
The dream evokes the association with a consultation that I had years ago with a patient in whom I discovered that she was
had diabetes. I then took a lot of time for that consultation, which caused the consultation hours to be very long.
Day 2: My wife notices that the right side of my chest is more pronounced than the left side. With a heartbeat it seems like
like the right hip is more rounded than the left one.
After 9 days I took the medicine again:
2nd Night's dream: with an old lover in a cafe-like environment: I experience the atmosphere there as a world where I do not have At home: vague, smoky, as if smoking hashish. I wanted to go to my parental home with my girlfriend, but that interested me. her nothing.
During the day for 5 hours a shocky feeling that reminds me of the feeling of altitude sickness that I felt in Nepal. With
working in the garden I feel better than at rest.
After 9 days I was taken again: Tense feeling in the upper abdomen that doesn't want to disappear.
During the proving: pimple on right calf, itchy, dries by itself. Often choking with coughing.
Prover 2
Taken 3 days in a row:
Waking up in the middle of the night with asthmatic breathing: stuffy and squeaky. Sitting on the edge of the bed.
Waking up in the morning with the feeling as if I had been lying on my left side on a shelf. The bourgeois feeling on the left side of the chest
will last for half a day.
Very small blisters filled with some yellow pus on the edge of the lower lip.
Prover 3
Taken 3 days in a row:
3rd day double-jet puddles; this lasts for 3 days. (never had before)
14 days after ingestion pain medial under the left shoulder blade, a purse feeling that could be felt with deep inhalation. In the evening
it was hard when I went to bed. And a feeling of "damn, when is it going to pass".
Prover 4
The drug has been on my desk for a long time: for one month patients call before or after the day of the consultation to reschedule the appointment. This even means that I once moved the wrong appointment and I am surprised by a patient I'm not expecting. Luckily this is not a problem again because the next patient forgets the appointment. All this does make us insecure and alternately evokes a feeling of despondency, anger or no longer having any meaning.
A remedy taken 2 days in a row:
On the day of the first dose of cramping pain in the upper abdomen: I feel rushed by the programme in front of me.
3rd Day after the 1st dose: a pressing pain just above the root of the nose as if a nail with the blunt side is pressed hard against it; this starts in the course of the morning and continues _ day by day.
Itchy, superficially staggered from place to place, moves by rubbing, in bed in the evening.
4th day of thrombosis of the anvil (I had after the birth of the 2nd one).
Dream image: the hand is being reached out to me and I reject it.
Day 7 evening cramping pain first low thoracic on the back radiating to both sides, jumping forward along the
lower rib arch radiating along the mediastinum, with cramping pain in the jaws. I have had this pain for years; it is very occasionally, alternating in severity. Now it was intense, but it only lasted 1 hour. Everyone was told that I hurt
but I didn't want to interfere any further.
8th Day rushed feeling in connection with a family weekend: it is unclear how it will all go. My husband goes part of the way by bike. Luckily we meet halfway with the help of phones! At night he has migraines and in my powerlessness I am especially angry that he has taken bad care of himself, although I am almost sure knows it wouldn't have prevented anything.
Dream image: I am suggested to walk over a rope bridge; I consider that I can fall and then I am dead; I go on my way, knowing what the risk is I'm running.
9th and 10th Day: the atmosphere of the family weekend is vague, so that everyone can live a little for themselves. Typically, there are is eaten all day long. Some people wonder what they actually do there. Afterwards, I have another a major collision with my husband, about which I have the feeling that I want to put an end to these collisions because I don't have a more resistant. This same feeling of "I'm not taking part in this anymore" I had 2 weeks earlier.
During the proving, an occasional very small vesicle filled with yellow fluid: right upper arm, right thigh, left upper arm.
I scratched them to pieces.
As my diary is still a mess I take a dissolved dose 3 weeks after the first dose. On this day a patient comes for follow-up consultation who got Hura from me 4 weeks earlier and reacted very well.