Euphorbium amydaloïdes
Dream proving, 200 K, 22 and 23-4-2001.
Prover 1
Dream: a group of friends, lively.
Dream: I'm in a car, I'm very high, 7 meters above the ground, so couldn't see the traffic, the bicycles.
Dream: flying, have to go to the ground.
We were walking, arriving at a swimming pool in the woods.
Old memories, of military service, love affair.
Shame that others see me being in love, as in puberty, vulnerable.
Realization: the easy going is the outside of a vulnerable part.
Wife has a melanoma on ear.
Prover 2
Headache, backache, lumbar stiff.
Dream: I lie in the hospital with a paralysis of the legs from the waist downward, we are with 2 man in big room, I'm allowed to go
to a woman's room, but I prefer to stay because the place is quiet; a co-assistant comes doing the anamnesis, but he doesn't see
connections, so I escape in the night going to the orthomanual therapist, because I feel that the 7th thoracic vertebra has been
pushed inward. I wake and can walk again.
Menses early.
Prover 3
Peaceful, not alert, not hearing everything.
Dream: how to handle to situation with my daughter, consultation with a lot of people, there was no solution, but the picture came
of mollusks, they have to be warmed instead of forced in order to open.
Feeling: a lot has to be done, but I don't like to do it: looking at scriptures.
Highly talented people, that are very lonely.
On your own, following your own path.
Dream: we lived in a house at a square, we were receiving family, I felt timid toward some people that I liked, they came back
every time because they liked her.
Dream: living alternatively, little stairs, balconies, kitchen in the open, we had just moved to that place, getting acquainted to the
people; a kind of feast as a welcome for us.
Neighbors came by to borrow the dream catcher.
Prover 4
Dream: a couple of women with beautiful clothes, a bit anthroposofic, a girl was with them, also beautifully dressed, one could see
her breast through it, the women started to undress her but she didn't want it. Idea that something had happened and that had to
be shown, but she didn't want it.
Dream: gas machines that were leaking gas.
Dream: car didn't work.
To late this morning.
Hearing but it doesn't enter my conscience. Difficult listening.
Words have no meaning.
Contact alternating no contact.
Critical to myself that I don't listen, I'm absent.
Meeting, didn't work out, one group was pushing, forcing, others didn't say anything anymore, I had to ask for a time-out. We were
not heard, limited. Beneath the beautiful ideas and terms the fact was hiDDen that students had to wait for 7 years before
beginning.
The meeting got totally stuck.
A group of women were walking with things on their head: bunny playboy ears, Mickey mouse ears, horns.
DD Helleborus.
Prover 5
Forgetting dreams when trying to write them down.
Dream: a market with all kinds of stalls, I wanted to by something, but went before my turn, others said "he it's not your turn".
then I said "OK, sorry".
Responsible, earache, conflict, impotence.
Complaints have a meaning and function and cannot be taken away.
Prover 6
Dreaming the few seconds before waking.
Dream: I was busy sweeping the street at the other side of the street, in order to help the neighbor woman at the other side of
the street. Then I realized that it wasn't my dirt, "what am I doing", so I stopped.
Dream: two neighbors were carrying a 2 person mattress into their house.
Dream: restaurant with many people I know, Italians, cozy.
Dream: I need a new practice, I had a new place already; I'm looking to see how it was, a bit messy, rooms going into each other.
patient came already, but I had to get my equipment; it took a long time to get it, and my patient was waiting.
Restless feeling, heart nervous beating.
On waking feeling of sleepiness, dull.
Prover 7
Dream: unremembered, gone on waking.
Sensation of rest and freedom, after a period of busy and hurry.
Prover 8
Dream: we were with a group in an attic, like our Gilde, seminar attics, we were preparing something as a group, but it goes wrong.
I'm the last one, busy to gather my things and clean things, but a bottle of oil falls and the oil is spoiled over all the things and
dirties it, We go outside and say goodbye, some 10 fireman are sitting on a big bike in a triangular form with 10 saDDles, waving
their hands saying goodbye.
We should study a piece of music, I feel guilty, but it's not bad.
Dreams: all kinds of plans but it doesn't work out, isn't finished. But it's not very bad
Chaos, busy, not finishing, forgetting, not fulfilling van promises, but it turns out not to be erg.
Dream: Did I give the cavia's food ?
Corine
Dream: there is a seminar, I had to do something also, but the listeners turned out to be numb, dead partly. I saw one of the man
on the back, he was dead on the left side of the body, and thus totally. The doorbell rang and I asked who would open, because I
wasn't dressed yet.
Prover 9
Dream: I was at a seminar with several speakers, Nandita Shah was there also with a lecture about lemon and glowworm, Jan
asked me if Nandita had got around to the cabin. Sensation: a lot happens, not all correctly, but that's not a drama
Dream: a lot of people, very lively, comrade, doing things together, open market atmosphere.
Dream: gathering of people busy with the same idea, trying to make a new journal, not completely homeopathic. Someone came with
all kind of articles an poems that he wanted to be published. I was organizing, but "has that to be done, there are already so many
journals like this, it is of no use".
Feeling that things are not concrete, unpleasant.
Hurry "I have to do things" things have to be arranged, but I felt dull.
To late this morning.
Slowed down recording.
Prover 10
Pain cervical region, left mostly, extending to left arm with numbness, tingling and pressing, contracting pain.
Have to do a lot, but I don't like that anymore.
Prover 11
Dream: a group of female dancers, dressed in red stands on the stage, in spotlights, jumping on the music.
Dream: I stands beside a pile that's half in the ground, I look upward to the top; then suddenly I see that the pile becomes longer.
as if he's pumped upward hydraulically, as a chair of a hairdresser.
Dream: I follow a practical "Neoromotorology". The teacher gets a note that says that money has been made available for an
extra place for a teacher. The teacher says immediately that that place is suited to me, because I'm doctor and piano player. He
takes me to the committee that has to decide on the place. I want to show my best side by playing directly the last part of the
5th piano concert of Beethoven, that's also called the Emperor's concert. But it turns out to be an embarrassing situation
because my right hand plays well, but the left hand plays awfully. I'm broke, put my head in a rescue suit en then see the teacher.
I and my teacher feel a big grief. [in reality I've learned the wrong basic piano technique from a violin teacher for 10 years, till a
piano teacher tried to learn me the real technique, almost in vain].
Coincidence
Jackdaw nest.