666.72.14 Eryngium aquaticum, Case
Woman, 35, amenorrhoea.
Her menses stopped after a period of too much work at a new job at a university. She was doing research, in a field to help people. She feels she can bring much understanding.
In the past she had asthma with an allergy to almost everything, a constriction of her chest as if too narrow. This came from the empty, paternalistic traditions from her Indonesian father. She had urge for urination from stress.
She is single. She had relationships but feels she is not stable, not good enough to have children. She fears to be touched by men, especially with sex. She wants to do things very well, is busy with ethics, how people deal with each other. She feels that people are very vulnerable and hurt each other too much. She has to survive. She feels that is not allowed to ask for safety at the expense of others.
She has been hurt very much by her mother, who is very strong, more so than men. Her mother is also very thrifty, with food and drinks and with love. Her own pregnancy was an accident.
She feels excited, alert, restless, sees herself as an experience addict, although she looks quiet. She is very stubborn, wants to go her own way, has her own morals. She is very refined, speaks eloquently and searching.
Fear: becoming bourgeois, laziness, conventions.
Desire: fruit, sweets, dates !, figs !, spicy.
Aversion: milk products.
Sad, < bread.
Dream, recurrent: she has fled out of a prison with a group, on the left is the sea, right the desert; the leader dies and she has to rescue herself.
Colour preference: 23E, 17-18E, 5E.
Analysis
Apiales: hurt by her mother; pregnancy was an accident.
Silver series: very refined, speaks eloquently.
Lanthanides: ethics.
Stage 14: empty, paternalistic traditions.
Follow up
After Eryngium aquaticum MK she feels peace. Her thoughts are calmer, about pleasant things. Her menses return, it feels beautiful, perfect, healthy. She got a relationship with a man, both very much in love.