18.20 Erbium metallicum proving
Meditation proving, one prover, 30K, 8 January 2001, remedy known.
A peacock is standing on an umbrella; his tail has the form of a sphere
Protectionism in order to stay beautiful.
A gutter is pinched off.
King Arthur with a long beard; he transforms into a childish king as from a cartoon; the beard becomes longer and longer; the king stumbles upon his own long white two-pointed beard in spite of the various knots to make it shorter.
Behaving as if there’s no problem, as if all is under control, although nothing is really under control anymore; this behavior is in order to prevent going down; a behavior as if there’s no problem at all leading to not knowing what’s going on.
Talent: maintaining balance without any real power.
A dove with black head and red eyes; he has no feet so has to keep on flying or floating; his tail bends backward; his head bends backs backward as in opisthotonus.
Delusion: my ideas, thoughts and intentions are bad.
Magnetic floating. Levitation.
Worse from criticism.
Contacts poor, unable to understand others, others don’t understand him.
Heritage problems.
Being old fashioned.
Eyes: low pressure, hollow.
Pressure behind mastoid; sensation head is in a vice, as if clenched by a hand.
Heart pressure, sensation of right heart is turned to the front.
Abdomen lower, tearing pain.
Constipation.
Culture:
Music: Pink Floyd, Comfortably numb.