Cussonia paniculata
Meditation proving, C200.
Introduction
This is probably a remedy for strong persons, ego’s. They can be quite competitive, maybe also boasting and being showy. They like to have a good life, good food, sexuality, and they like to take there freedom to live this life. It is not the life of a normal worker, it is more of a bohemian. But there is also a reflection about all this and this makes them pleasant.
Mind
Strong feeling in the head, mainly left side, down to the nose, lips, down the neck/throat area and crown chakra.
Tingling sensation, this has to do with a firework of thoughts, innovations, adaptation and sophistication.
stimulated, tingling like from strong coffee.
to make some space, to take my space, positive feeling.
the freedom to create your own joyful, pleasurable life.
to be in such a position, to have the freedom to create your own laws of living.
Problem, too much sophistication, division and therefore no strong and secure supply.
Head, crown, individuation.
Alone, but connected with a group of like-minded, same intellectual basis, one tribe/trunk.
Saw bright and dark, small, round objects, moving quick here and there, thrombosis.
Ganglia, nerves, nerve impulses.
Learning.
I am the better, stronger, more potent one; (Platzhirsch) boasting.
Party feeling, good wine, good food, joyful life, fun, enthusiastic, sexuality.
Competition; the biggest and longest penis.
The neuronal impulses do not need support, they need a brake, a too much need a brake.
reflection is the brake, the trunk looks strong, but it is more like cork, and the multiple fruit, umbels are expansive, enormous.
King, crown, take quite much space, stable, open.
Body
Swollen chest, strong presence of throat, chest and the head.
Pulsating headache, worst left side of the face.
Tingling in the whole body.
Grinding teeth.
Left sided.
thrombosis.
Ganglia, nerve impulses, overshooting?
tingling sensation.
Pollen allergy.
Picture in Meditation
Two related tribes are competitive about the same peace of land. In the beginning it looked like they had to fight, but it changed in a competitive dance. It is a competition about the predominance. The situation changed again, and the main actors started to understand that this competition is a kind of ritual, to find a solution for this conflict. It is a form to make the people accepting the winner.
Solution
Be a big ego, live your big ego, but understand that you are not your ego, understand who you are actual.
Stage 11
King and crown appear in the meditation. The hierarchy about their land is not clear, it is not granted. They behave like a king too, they take their space, no doubt. But it feels also that there is benevolence in it, they like to share their good life, like this tree is very attractive for insects, who like his nectar. Also it is food for goats. A indication for stage 11 could also be, that in old times the wood was used for barks, to control the speed and control is strongest in stage 11.