Chiastolite

Chiastolite immersion
‘Feeling numb, everything is nothing’ …. a case of Chiastolite immersion

A woman age 55, who I had treating effectively with a series of medicines, attended my clinic at short notice. Her appearance was striking, as every item of her apparel, her beany, scarf, long sleeved top, paints and shoes were all light grey. Startled at the sight, I thought ‘What is this!?’ She looked very disturbed, downcast and somewhat bedraggled.

‘I am upset my dog Chloe is dying - I will have to put her down in the next 24 hours.’ Her dog was a 12 year old Staffordshire bull terrier and had been sick since a reaction to a vaccination some months before. Her feelings of grief and guilt from having allowed the vaccination permeated my clinic room as if it poured out of her cells. She proceeded to explain her state of mind:

“I can’t be bothered and don’t care about anything. I am usually an ‘over the top’ person but since I have accepted there is something wrong with her (dog) I can’t be bothered with even brushing my hair. I feel numb - everything is nothing! I have become messy and can’t be bothered about my appearance. I am short and intolerant, my daughter ran out of petrol and I was peeved about it, which is unusual for me, and peeved with my husband. He isn’t connected to what is going on. He has the same indifference and irritation towards the dog as I have to other people.’

She tells me she recently did a meditation at a spiritual workshop and saw St. Francis who did a healing on her and on her dog Chloe in the heart chakra, which felt beneficial. ‘I have the “humans don’t matter and animals are special” feeling and a desire to be a dog helper. I am feeling great sympathy for animals.’

‘I am crying with guilt that I have let her have the vaccination and guilty about what I haven’t given her in her life.’ Also she is plagued by fear: ‘My father is insane and I fear I have taken that part of him into me.’ The feelings have been stronger in the last 6 days since a psychic woman told her that her dog’s problem is that she had been poisoned: ‘It is my fault!’

Physical: She is not excited by food but has some desire for pumpkin and feta and less desire for meat, she is becoming more vegetarian. Then she confessed that she doesn’t really even want food; the cupboards are empty and she is eating only ‘a morsel because you are supposed to eat’. Her usual desire for champagne has disappeared since she is unwell. She is getting headaches from exhaustion extending from the central forehead to the vertex. She is grinding her teeth a lot and wakes with teeth numb from grinding.

Analysis: The sense that she needed an Orthorhombic medicine because of the strong visceral feeling was confirmed by her overarching guilt, her numbness in closing down and her ‘animal as opposed to people orientation’ are all definite features of the structure. I knew the colour was striking and so I searched for an Orthorhombic gem which was grey. The outstanding Orthorhombic gem bearing that colour is Chiastolite which is also known as Cross-stone. I referred to Michael Gienger’s work on Chiastolite which states that it calms nervousness and guilt and is for the fear of going mad – a remarkable match. Gems are often indicated in those with an emphasis on the psycho-spiritual. I prescribed Chiastolite M daily for 3 days.

Results: The next day she emailed that she had taken the remedy immediately on leaving my clinic and that after about 30 minutes, while in a supermarket, she felt more whole, more optimistic, was walking around the aisles thinking of nice food to cook, and bought a bunch of flowers for the dog. The guilt and fear of insanity, and ‘feelings of being lost, empty, vacant, not caring were lifting’ and she felt more of the opposite. ‘I noticed the sun shining, and the beauty around me. Also I felt urge to race home to see if I could fix up the house as it’s a bit of a mess, after the last weeks, as there just hasn't been the motivation to do any of that stuff’.

Five weeks later: She returned to see me looking bright and positive and gave me a full account of the effects:

‘I actually started caring what I look like and bought food for the house. Since Chiastolite my nervous system is better than any time in my life, I can let myself be and my mind wasn’t giving me a hard time. I used to feel I was on tenterhooks and there was always something bad coming from around the corner. The Chiastolite stopped me being cold and callous to others and made me feel I could get through the day.’

‘I put Chloe down two weeks ago. I got so much better mentally even though she kept getting worse as time went by. At one stage I felt myself going into that grey space where nothing mattered except her, and more doses got me through. I felt better in myself but couldn't stop crying for some time releasing grief. I realize that the relationship with Chloe was holding the burden of my grief about many things in my life. Since she died I have been closer to my daughters than I have ever been. My second daughter is 24 and now we have a relationship, instead of it being a mother and teen daughter situation where we are always reacting to each other.’

She informed me she had been envisioning a cross around her neck for 15 years. She was so taken by the Cross-stone she bought a piece and started to wear it as a pendant. She felt it benefited her for a time until she needed to take it off.

‘Under emotional circumstances I used to lose my appetite almost completely and since the Chiastolite it has returned. I thought it was a sin to eat meat as Chloe got sicker - I want better food and tasty things after Chiastolite.

‘I realise that if I concentrate on what I am, rather than what I do, it will come to me about what to do in my life. I had been haunted by this for decades and when Chloe died it dawned on me I didn’t have to worry about that anymore. I am more truthful since I am through this. I don't usually put my needs before others but I told my son before we went to dinner. That is a first for me.’

Commentary: This woman’s story was exemplary of an Orthorhombic acute guilt situation. She became more in touch with her authentic self, developed self care and let go of worry; which are all typical of the freeing action of an Orthorhombic medicine. The relationship to chronic grief and guilt is also part of a chronic feeling which marred her relationship with her daughters. She also had the pleasing outcome of being stronger about her authentic self. The grinding teeth and headaches cleared within a few days of taking the Chiastolite. She has remained stronger mentally, not prone to guilt and free of nervousness since Chiastolite. I have noticed that the attraction to the gemstone you need is not uncommon, but the usefulness of that stone as a healing energy can often come to an end before its power to heal vibrationally is complete. Consequently a homeopathic preparation of the crystal is often necessary for the complete mental and physical clearing of the disease pattern. This lady had a series of medicines that changed her life, one of the most outstanding was Chiastolite.