Number: 64111.01
Series: Hydrogen series; emphasis on Iron series.
Clades: Ceratophyllaceae; Ceratophyllales; Fabanae.
Phase: 1; Subphase: 1.
Stage: 1.
English: Hornwort.
Dutch: Hoornblad.
Botany: water plant; no roots; worldwide; flowers under water; seed dispersal under water; pollen grains without holes, unlike almost all other plants such as Lilianae, Monocots and dicots.
DD: Hydrogen, Natrium, Chlorine.
Introduction
They have a conflict between just being and experiencing at one hand and trying to have a place in the real world, the community. It gives a confusion between fantasy and realty.
The quality of the Hydrogen series is seen in being a water plant, with vague and confused feelings. There will be a desire to have a place in the community, with family and friends and a job. But at the same time everything is too vague and lacking orientation and motive to get it into practice.
It is a feeling of being alone in the world and having no idea or option to go into action. The world can only be experienced. There is a knowing about the self, family and the community, but nothing can be done.
Ceratophyllum submersum, proving
Dream proving, 22 to 26 November, Gilde, 200K.
Prover 1.
Dream: sails in a boat with 2 others, friends or colleagues or old friends; there are two rudders in the stern, a normal and another rudder; I push them off of me because we strongly tend to go to the bank or to the side; but the boat does not listen to my attempts and just goes more and more to the side; they are two opposing forces or tendencies; I want to continue the flow, while there are forces that drive us to the side, stronger than my power steering; it is not clear what those forces are.
Dream: I cycle through a hilly, woody valley with a river gradually going down; it is in a relatively populated region, south east ward, to the border of Belgium and Germany; I pass through the area of a beautiful golf course and then I come in a small village in open countryside; there is a kind of inn, run by an elderly woman; I am alone on a holiday tour and doubt if I will go to a neighbouring town to have some fun and search for a restaurant; I see the map of the area for me; still, I think Iāll stay where I am; the simplicity appeals to me and the woman can offer me every food I want, even fish; but I have to let her know beforehand what I want; she has trout in the freezer and can enjoy cooking; it is too bad that my wife is not present; I doubt whether I will go alone.
Another dream is on a beach where I walk. I have been there before, but at the other side, a town along the beach, to the mouth of a river with a long dam along the river; I continue along the beach; from the beach I arrive at the mouth of the river: I recognise that point at the end of the breakwater in the river; I know that this point was still half an hour to the city, where I want to go.; it is a cosy and quiet coastal town; on the beach the wind is blowing a lot and a lot of sand flows over the beach, it is not unpleasant; the overall atmosphere is hazy, almost gently; it feels strange to be with the wind.
Dreams are coloured.
Dream: I was on a boat, with 2 decks, sailing; a former girlfriend was there and the atmosphere was nice there; everyone was sliding over each other, like a snake; it had an erotic side.
The next night I dreamed of a bunch of Moroccan and Turkish people in the polder behind our old house, being busy; there were trodden paths that made the landscape really look unbalanced; the polder was in decline due to guys who just went on with their business, not obeying God nor commandment; then we are in the house where my mother lives, suddenly, within a few foreigners; they have stolen money and some valuable things! I decided to just be honest and discuss it, in a convinced way; I told the boy who had stolen it, openly and clearly; he admitted it and showed everything; it was about 180 guilders; I appreciated his sincerity gave him 50 guilders; we were all thrilled and I had to cry; it was clear and everything was solved; there were also stolen things in the basement, which was also solved.
Prover 2.
Dream: a kind of fairground attraction; there was a truck; a board protruded from the truck, oblique; a pitbull was jumping against the board and then water came, flowing over the board like a gutter and the music changed; a man had a pear in his hand, which he had peeled; prover 2 wanted to know the weight, it was exactly 1 kilogram; a man, who had a kind of aggressive relationship with him, said he would eat half the pear, otherwise he would kill him by throwing the whole peer; a man had entered his house and he tried to stop him; the man advanced in a sly way; prover 2 stood in front of him and said āSo far and no furtherā; it was a threatening atmosphere. He was well dressed, smooth and well dressed.
Physical: pain of his eye, as if something inside.
Prover 3.
Much sneezing, just like Prover 1 and Prover 4.
Dream: with a group we were painting, doing what we wanted, messing around with paint; later we were with the group constantly busy with homeopathy, doing provings; I was in a hall in a monastery, in monk clothing; the leader was a villain; there were James Bond like figures; woman back in the room, a patient, greeted Prover 3; the leader took a knife to show that he had everything under control; prover 3 took the knife to stab him in the throat, so that man would be disabled temporarily; then they could flee in pairs through a sloping hallway; the monastery is also an art academy, where people were painting; there are many colours, everything is beautifully painted, scenery-like; there is also music to combine colours and music; there are great, coloured circles on the ground; therefore, there is controlled violence.
Prover 4.
Prover 4 and his wife are in discussion with their insurance company. They are considered as people who have committed forgery. Prover 4 has just written a letter to the board with the appropriate assertiveness.
He felt very good. But afterwards he gets often colds, flu and sore throat. He has taken Nux vomica, Influenzinum and finally Arsenicum.
Much libido, sex drive.
Dream: I am going down in the house, searching a bathroom; an old woman who sees me naked and looks disapprovingly; I walk naked through the house not knowing where to go; I am confused, not knowing what I am doing in that house of a colleague; the house was very colourful.
Prover 5.
I saw suddenly light before my eyes. It was reminiscent of the āSunā proving. But this was whitish-mat. There was also a very different atmosphere.
Dream: large canoe-like boats are lying on the side, alongside each other; I can walk across it, from one to another; a man named Rob, whom she had been teaching, spoke about a remedy, Sulphuricum acidum; the theme of the remedy had something to do with bringing things on a higher level.
Dream: there were people standing in a circle together and stock exchange results were passed; some well-dressed older ladies were receiving the results; the balcony was wet and by opening the balcony doors it would receive wind and get dry.
Dream: an older architect, a patient, is really flirty and trying to get a date; he is dressed up with dyed black hair, face painted brown; she feels irritated he is there again.
Prover 6.
Dream: I am walking with a child, in early puberty, that wanted to know about sexuality; I had to lead the child up the mountain.
2nd night a very strong sexual urge; very strange. Did not understand where it was coming from.
She is trying to be more conscious.
Prover 3 also felt more free last week. The removal of obstructing veils.
Prover 6 tells about Yalomās book, āNietscheās tearsā.
Prover 7 suddenly comes in, unaffected.
She has 3 images.
Image 1: a house with a door older than the house itself; that is, in one way or another important.
Image 2: a room with many people, in a relatively small space, āpinkā, warm; everyone sits there in summer clothes, half naked, naked extremities; the remedy feels as an aphrodisiac.
Image 3: working as a homeopath; a boy who was talking little; e needed probably a snake remedy, but he talked so little.
The theme was that of truth and mask, about what you say or not in a relationship or your work.
There was a movie on TV about hypnosis, the idea of who you are and whether you are aware.
Prover 1 also saw a theatre play with the same idea.
Prover 2 says that the daughter of his sister in law is hospitalised for anorexia. It induced her father to come home finally. She is 12 years. Vrijlandt gave Phosphorus in such situations.
Prover 8.
Dream: my son did not recognised my wife, he was friendly; it felt alienating.
Dream; our country was occupied by aliens, as if war would come; everyone accepted immediately that we were occupied; the aliens were small and had 2 litre bottles of rum with him.
Dream: I walked along the boat of my father and he responded very strange to me.
Dream: a colleague pastor with a bicycle steered by a branch through the rear wheel; her upper body was naked and there was something erotic together with colleague, Frank, and they were caught by the outside world as 2 pastors; they felt scrutinised and dismissed, accused without having defence.
Dream: they could keep the boat of the father of my wife on track only with difficulty; it was very difficult.
Dream: an older woman, a mother, was dying at her job: they hung a paper on with the text āMa is deadā; she came back to life.
Dreams: other life situations about what is true and not true.
Dream: a student was using the name of God in vain.
My wife was very āhornyā tonight.
Dream: I told at a conference that the theory of Arthur Young is wrong.
Prover 9.
Dream of my wife: a ship on the water in a storm that drove to the side; he was quietly scrubbing the rudder, with an attitude like āThere is nothing wrongā.
Increased sexual activity.