Ceratodon purpureus
Proving: sense proving, 6-4-2018, Rottenburg.
Prover 1
A slender, delicate, young woman, like an elf, with long eyelashes strumming.
I am caressing my face (the moss on my skin) it is burning on my skin, very gentle and soft but afterwards it burns on the skin.
A ballerina, a dancer who burns - passion - madness - burning ecstasy.
With many lovers - she loses herself in the outside world.
Berlin in the 20s, Charleston dance - party - the war is over - dancing to forget - life is a „high“ without an awakening. To dance the madness away.
Moving, dancing being hyperactive to be detached from the "normal" world.
Confusion who or what am I.
The energy is up (upper body), I want to forget myself - I do not want to return.
Simply stay on top left, left and right threatens the abyss - the horror - the tip is less and less, it crumbles, you must not lose the grip - on the edge.
Like winded up, repetition again and again, not real, almost like a doll.
Hyperactivity, can not stand still - like an endless loop (like the Charleston music).
Skin burning.
Passion, madness.
Life is like an intoxication, without waking.
Confusion who I am.
Separated from the world.
Hyperactive, ADHD, in order to
Physical
Burning stomach pain, stomach upset, stomach cancer; DD Ornithogalum umbellatum.
ADHD.
Hyperactivity.
Forget the cruelty, to stay on top, to avoid the abyss of boredom, greyness, playing.
Unreal, doll like puppet like.
Like Piper methysticum.
Analysis
Moss: Elves, soft, weak.
Phase 3: Confusion
Phase 5: Hyperactive, ADHD.
Stage 10: top.
Remedy code: 3-333.53.10