Cattleya intermedia
Sense proving, 20-05-2021, Martin Jakob.
Prover 1
One want´s to be beautiful, erotic, sexy at any cost
One sell´s one´s soul for sex, devil pact
An hard, cold attractiveness
Manipulation of the other for sex, prostitution, "sleeping your way up".
Obsessed with sex, pornography, promiscuity
Insecurity about one's own sexual potency or attraction
Wanting one's primary sexual characteristics to appear large and imposing
Insecurity about being attractive and sexy enough, having enough sexual potency
An ice-cold seductive killer, sadism
The other side is the feeling of not being loved or not being lovable, among other things by mann being so sex obsessed. This is perverse, must be banished sexuality becomes even more twisted, more perverted.
Film: Der Pornojäger, Eyes wide shut;
Congenital disease
Picture: A young man has to think about sex all the time, is obsessed with these thoughts and the desire for it. On the other hand, he is too insecure and inexperienced to turn his fantasies into reality. He feels guilty for his arousal, for his sexuality for his insatiable desire. Masturbation and pornography are an outlet. He is torn between his desire and the feeling that this is not the way to treat women. All this stems from his inexperience and that he has no initiation into the nature of female sexuality. This can make him rough, crude, aggressive and demanding of his passion - on the other side he is insecure and full of guilt and remorse, two incompatible poles in him. He is torn a part, one part must always be suppressed, it is like a pendulum, back and forth, it is an ordeal.