Burchellia bubalina
Remedy code: 3- 6 65. 4 4.11
Young girl of 18 years, appears mature. Always together with mother, sometimes brother is also there, a close and warm family, discuss and share everything among themselves.
I think it started with a mess in my head. School, work, internship, driving lessons: I want to do it all well, am tired of it, I do everything. Am sad about it, and again a lot of stomach cramps. I can do it all, but would rather not do it, I looked up to everything. Sad and dejected for weeks, it looks like the pfeiffer from years ago. Cramping comes out of nowhere, sweating in pain, the whole stomach, can't move then, lasts five minutes and it's a few times a day. Back pain, cracking of joints, I fall asleep in front of the TV. Already had minor bleeding through the pill twice. Sometimes she has a blush on the cheeks, feverish. Swollen glands. She is also now very sensitive to little things from outside. There were some tensions at home, grumbling from parents, she can't do anything with it yet. 'I would love to solve everything, at my boyfriend's house it's not going well either, already arguing too, I don't understand. I used to be insecure, what do they think of me, but now I wear what I like at school. It varies enormously per day; stable or grumpy, but more and more negative. With stress I can suddenly feel stuffy, when the printer doesn't work. Head is full, angry at the world, she has princess behavior (says mother), 'everyone expects so much from me, I don't know if I can live up to it'. Study for helping children, she always knew for sure 'this is what I want',
Lying for months on the couch, mood can change, can't take much. After a busy day I can't get to sleep, there is too much going on in my head, for hours, not really thinking. After school there is an hour of cursing and grumbling, 'I can't do it, it's too much'. She is labeled a 'perfect student', she can handle it. So she doesn't get enough help, they think she can do it herself, I'll try it on my own, been a stomach ache for weeks.
If someone is not doing well, I want to solve it, it is piling up misery from others. They come to me with their story. I feel I have to solve it. I don't want to be selfish, she feels guilty when she doesn't feel like working or studying. I hear and see everything people say.
Analysis
Thinks she has to be able to do everything, didn't have to choose study, 'this is it', this is what it's going to be, same with assignments, upset with changes: Phase 4.
Wants to work with children, appearance was an item, do I meet the 'expectation', shine, Silver series, be independent Gold series, sensitivity, points to Gold series5.
so Gold series5 Phase 4: Rubiales
feel what others want, much in head, much irritation: confirmatory aspects of the Rubiales.
The sensitive and solution-seeking of the Rubiaceae, the pique of the Cinchonoidae, also lying awake.
Standing firm, 'you can do it' in advance, she must persevere, live up to the image. 'I keep going, I persevere' of stage 11, also fits with protecting others.
Presciption: Burchellia bubalina C200.
Follow up
After four weeks she tells: 'It's not going very well, not much has changed, a little calmer in my head, but the behavior towards others is still there (she finds her behavior more important than the peace inside: worries, accountability, performance).
After the medicine, abdominal pain passed away, no more cramping, back is reasonable. Quieter in my head: things for school, I like it but it is a lot, pressure is imposed: because she is so good, they assume she will bring the others along, explains mother again. You see the fight against herself, I shouldn't do this, and then she bursts out. Continuously that uncertainty, am I doing it right, to parents and friend. The anger has been surging lately. I still can't take much, easily irritated, especially towards my boyfriend. Can be angry for half an hour, then a crying fit, then tired, then I can talk about it and it relieves. Also at home, clash with mother, but we also love each other a lot.
I don't keep my mouth shut, but also can't get rid of it completely, a residue (anger) remains and therefore it comes faster the next time. Every time she gets to the same point (boiling point) like this. I still sleep with herbs (passiflora). Always she had 'do they like me', 'am I good enough'.
Two months
Things are going very well, a lot has changed. People don't irritate me so much anymore, around me, I'm not angry anymore, I don't take soothing herbs anymore. I feel calmer, cheerful when I get up, I feel like everything again. I am at peace with it, with everything, am much more relaxed, can see things in perspective now, no more panic about school assignments. Mother: I can say something now, before it was ‘I want it NOW’, but now it can also be tomorrow. Slightly more cramps, not as often anymore, but every day. Back pain for years: lying still on bed makes it worse, if something is not right, sleep well though and in the morning I crack the vertebrae. Whole family has creaking joints, back, fingers, toes, neck. With tension it creaks more. I puzzle with mother, always did a lot of painting, 'now she has the rest for that again. I look for a picture to paint after, something with lots of color.
Why I find the exams so exciting: it is theoretical, you have to explain it instead of doing it, they expect a lot from her, the pressure on the shoulders remains intense. Mother: now she tells, she asks, she can't get so lost in it now. I worry less about it, not taking everything negatively anymore.
Exams: she is convinced she can do it already, but it still has to be fixed, tension stage 11. Cartilage clade 5.
Two months further
Was going very well, I could get everything back on track, not so angry with everything and everyone anymore. But two weeks back grandpa passed away, lots of time pressure at school. Now angry again, need passionflower to sleep. A bit gloomy the last few days. Much busy head, whole day goes through me again. Quickly awake again. Back pain, but that is also the not enough exercise. Since grandpa died many nosebleeds, left side, also at night, at rest times. Angry: can suddenly be irritated, react irritated, but also suddenly happy, sociable, it can turn around and back again. Much bothered by noise, at internship and supermarket work. Internship, it is irritating that it is not well managed.
Analysis
She has been well for months, grown emotional, must have a good basis. So wait to prove the remedy was right, and she can find back balance herself. Within two weeks she was allright again.
Burchellia is also named Wild Pomegranate, has exuberant flowers, the root has emenagogue properties, is also used as a love potion by the way.