Bryum capillare
Prover 1
Very intertwined with the ground; can hardly be untied
What / where is the boundary between me and the others?
Prickly
Tough
Beauty: bronze spores.
"I am injured" => retreat.
Image of a golden bowl => female.
I am holding it in the left hand; it can not be placed in the right hand = inner resistance.
General: "You have to be patient with the mosses".
Noise distracts me immediately and interferes strongly.
Picture: light-flooded forest - Giant looks benevolently down from above - he watches, cares, watches. Alone I am too weak - love feeling to the giant and also gratitude.
Need of protection.
Very cramped.
Short of breath.
Surface rough and scratchy.
"I seem to be massive, but I am hurt and vulnerable =>" Roots "seem to be soft.
Big threat: "The own spores are not enough for defence".
Great black wall as a threat.
Biting teeth together.
Inner delimitation = no contact to the outside => dissociation -I feel small and helpless; I want to be only with myself; living my own life.
Pain in the left knee.
I am protecting the moss with my left hand, so that it feels as if lying in a cave: "When I am protected, I am calm." This corresponds to a sense of inner emptiness; the outer world is uninteresting. As soon as the protective hand is gone, I get scared.
Local symptom:
• Brain is as if turned off or empty.
Analysis
Moss: Giant; small, helpless.
Phase 2: vulnerable; small and helpless.
Phase 7: threat; defence; injured.
Stage 13: defence; retreat.
Remedy code: 333.21.13