Brunnera macrophylla
Sense proving, 24-4-14, Utrecht, Masterclass.
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My mother was pregnant of me, then her mother falls ill, my mother has to go there, to help her mother dying. And now I am totally alone. I was sitting here and I was very alone, the allegation came later. But I was very alone. I was away. Recognition.
Discussion
Tiredness.
Connection of the ancestors: Carbon series.
Cocoon, grievance, and the relationship between mother and child. Vibrations.
Lanthanides.
Stage 4, 5 and 8.
Guilt feelings
Phase 7, Phase 3.
Guilt feelings, people who take on the family feeling, the guilt, they adapt to it, they absorb.
Pressure on the chest useful came up more than one.
Not being seen for who I am, not loved for who I really am.
Where should I go.
Loneliness.
Boraginaceae, not heard, not seen, most prominently, silver series would seem obvious, relationship, attention motherboard _> shield. Phase 3 stepmother, you should do it with Horticultural other. Attention not to you.
Phase three, separate, Hydrophyllum, Subphase: shyness, flower, forget me not Caucasian.
Even numbers are more stable stage 4.
Similar.
Half dark, half light.
Very small and very strong.
Hidden, pushed down, curious, want to look outside, vivid, naive, wants to be discovered. Sensitive or shyness, happy to look around.
Very much alone, feeling unhappy, nobody was there, but needed other children, a sunny place.
Image: blue going to one side, very slowly, moving the other way around to connect on a different level.
Lonely child
Chest pain, pressure on the heart
Constriction.
Stage 5: I want to do this or that but I am not sure.
The goal is to be free.
Felt very small and strong. soft, vulnerable, small, wild,big deep demanding. Curiosity. Wanted to bite; looks naive, would be detected variability deep rooted.
Body
Heart: palpitations.
Sensation: pushed down.
Head: banging.
Lungs: respiration. difficult.
Throat: burning in larynx
Mouth:tingling, right corner; burning palate left; salivation copious.
Face: burning left cheek and temples.
Head fell down empty.
Prover 4
Felt like getting in a large room, floating, looked as if I was floating in a meadow. Kind of constriction around chest.
First quiet peaceful, get used to feeling in chest, pain and loneliness, being out of the group.
Prover 5
Sense of shyness, and vivid, happy to see around not one of the others. Quality of loveliness, need to be loved.
I have doubts, something like stage 5, is it, or not? Something with gravity, I want to do something but I am not sure, 2 or 3.
Prover 6
Picture of little plants with dots around me.
Pressure on my chest. Heavy breathing, quiet, no noises, as if the feeling of a child alone, without much emotions, just loneliness, peaceful, not happy, neutral. I an here alone. [Why unhappy] i was alone, nobody there, what did you need, other children.
Sunny place.
Phase 1.
Prover 7
Flower tastes offensive, annoyed, stayed long on my tongue, Leaves taste much longer, small little flowers, you miss down below, flowers not so much, leave the strong.
Pressure on temples, some sensation in heart region, do not take me at heart.
Stage 2; Phase?
Prover 8
Pressure at nasal root, going down the throat.
Emotionally to make real contact, to really see the other one.
Picture, cars going round in a file and in the other direction a saucer was flying, making connection on another level.
Needed: real connection.
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My mother was pregnant of me, then her mother falls ill, my mother has to go there, to help her mother dying. And now I am totally alone. I was sitting here and I was very alone, the allegation came later. But I was very alone. I was away. Recognition.