20 Barringtonia asiatica
Number: 3-664.45.06.
Clardes: Lecythidaceae, Sapotales, Ericidae, Asteranae, Angiospermae.
Introduction
They feel so much in duty in dangerous situation that they have to stay alert very much and cannot be one for others and their stories. They are very precise and on guard that a little mistake can set in train a whole cascade of accidents, an explosion. They have to be very self contained and independent in order not to be disturbed. They need to be be very controlled in those dangerous situations, to focus and cannot allow themselves to be distracted or diverted. They feel to have to save the world and that if they loose control and overview anything can go wrong, like an accidental suicide.
Mind
Promises that cannot be kept.
Mission impossible.
Disappointment form very high expectations, from spectacles of very short duration.
Theme: firework, male orgasm, fountain, explosion, volatile substances, explosives.
Actors: Michael Jackson; Freddy Mercury.
Aversion: disturbances; dogs licking and barking, jumping on you.
Dream: a lama being disturbed and spitting the other suddenly in his face, form being offended and intruded.
Stories are felt like a cold shower
fear what will happen; ejaculation, intercourse cannot be permanent; you need a pause!
General
Weather: freezing
Sweat: sweat copious; hands sweaty.
Body
General: shaky.
Limbs: toes 2 and 3 are numb.
Lungs: deep hollow cough.
Head: headache.
Skin: elephant skin on legs, numb feet.
Discussion Barringtonia asiatica
The plant has big leaves and fruit. At first it was thought to be Vitellinia from the Sapotaceae. It had quite a few resemblances.
It was hard work; nobody could speak for the group, only for themselves. Potential conflicts; coming up of feelings was too much.
They were people who worked together, job important, important to focus, to be precise; countdown in triturating; central theme: conflict between parties has to be quickly solved, with negotiations. Common task is bigger and more important; like a bomb squad, defusing them.
The flower is like a huge flash, then it is gone. Everything and each person was directed to maintaining and control; to avoid the absolute disaster in which everybody would be wiped out. dangerous job. The interest was bigger than for a country, it was for the whole world; clear boundaries.
No oneâs own stories were accepted by the others; every bone hurt while triturating; hard work; no personal stories, could cause a chain reaction.
Prover 5 wondered whom could we give it to? Burnout, disappointed feelings; shining images of popstars like Freddy Mercury, flashing performance and then collapse. Another example could be an abundant marriage with brass band, over the top, what comes afterwards, kind of collapse also? Do not insist on emotions; suicide masked as accident.
Physical symptoms:
sweating, freezing, deep hollow cough; headache; hands sweaty, shaky; elephant skin on legs, numb feet; fear what will happen; ejaculation, intercourse cannot be permanent; you need a pause!
Prover 5 was telling that Prover 4 wanted to come with stories all the time and give emotional reflections. Then he poured some water over his head and said this is my own decision that something comes over me. But when you come with your stories it like a pouring of cold water over me and I cannot do anything and it is happening every time!
Michael Jacksonâs song âWe are the worldâ. If we were not controlling, there would be no future.
Even though they were not connected it was for a better world, they knew. It was about containing, Stage 11.
It was for a higher good, for a better world, so 66.
The state and the feeling are the Phase and Subphase.
Number is 664.45
They felt they did a good job. But there was no connection. Could also be done by anyone else. They were not going into the emotions and Prover 23 said there are maybe 2 layers extra. It is not finished. They did not come to the problem. Doing a hard job all the time, doing their duty.
It could be for psychotic people who have to be contained by a daily regularity.
It was ok to be strict to the other ones; no fear of hurting the other one. Explosion, exuberance, extravagance is a Phase 5 quality.
Prover 4 felt relieved not to have to tell stories again.
Working for the higher goal: 664
Addition of Prover 6 from the German Wikipedia:
In der âEntdeckungsreise nach Tahiti und in die SĂŒdsee 1772 to1775â von Georg Forster findet sich folgender Eintrag:
âNun wanderten wir mit unserem Begleiter ĂŒber One-Tree-Hill weg und gelangten in eins der vorderen TĂ€ler von O-Parre. Hier war uns das GlĂŒck
hold, und wir machten eine botanische Entdeckung. Wir fanden nĂ€mlich einen Baum, der das prĂ€chtigste Aussehen von der Welt hatte. Er prangte mit einer Menge schöner BlĂŒten, die so weiss wie Lilien, aber grösser und mit einer Menge StaubfĂ€den versehen waren, die an den Spitzen eine karmesinrote Farbe hatten. Es waren ihrer bereits so viele abgefallen, dass der ganze Boden voll davon lag. Diesen schönen Baum nannten wir Barringtonia, in der Landessprache aber heisst er Huddu, und die Einwohner versicherten uns, dass die nussartige Frucht, wenn sie zerstossen und mit dem Fleisch von Muscheln vermischt ins Meer geworfen wird, die Fische auf einige Zeit betĂ€ubt, so dass sie an die OberflĂ€che kommen und sich mit den HĂ€nden fangen lassen. Wir waren ĂŒber unsere bota- nischen Funde viel zu sehr erfreut, als dass wir mit der nĂ€heren Untersuchung bis zur RĂŒckkehr aufs Schiff hĂ€tten warten können.â [2]
Proving Barringtonia asiatica
Trituration proving, Nosy Be, Madagascar 27-9-2013.
Provers: Prover 5, Prover 18, Prover 2, Prover 4.
C1
Prover 5 writes: Prover 4 asks Prover 20 to leave the sofa to the group that would be more comfortable. Prover 5 considers it as too pushy, but Prover 20 confirms that he prefers to sit at the table.
Hallo my name is! Everybody introduces oneself as if one would be a member of anonymous alcoholics. We are happy. It is exciting.
The flower has a subtle odour. The gorgeous flower has already dropped ninety of her beautiful hairs around 9 or 10 o Ìclock. It is young; flowers are on the way to the wedding. 90 seconds afterwards everything disappeared.
Without a head, a headless chicken; as soon as the flower opens, it falls down, nothing to hang on; waiting for the bud to open and then it is gone already; like fireworks; spectacular, but gone at once. The flower even looks like a fireworkâs. Body: perspiration
Each of us takes a lot of space.
Prover 4 writes: Self evident we are taking space, each of us. Prover 5 has got
the imagination of three children 5 to 6 years old playing along the water, very lively.
Prover 18 is exited about what is going to happen. She feels it in her belly. Prover 2 has headache at her temples, she is sweating and feels exited too, just like before a wedding.
A big ceremony is going on, like a procession, the band in front, people are following.
The sun is shining.
The excitement goes along with a kind of anxious feeling, a restless feeling. Prover 18 rubs her legs; her skin feels hard and dry, as elephant legs.
Something has happened, which is not allright. Prover 18 has got the feeling something is going to happen soon.
Prover 5 wishes everything to be precise.
Disappointment; you build up whatever you may effort and then it is gone in a second.
Prover 18 writes: A male orgasm, gone and over in a flash. Has that been everything? Why should I care about others? Great promises, not being kept; disappointment; you start with a firework and then, emptiness!
Prover 4 does not care what others think.
Itâs like a relationship based on sex only and afterwards there is no connection!!! (Like the fruit and the blossom).
Prover 5 feels like the fruit. The blossom is very showing off, attractive. They make shear butter out of the fruit, which makes a soft skin; just promises and afterwards emptiness. The imagination of it is so airy, as it has no substance, but what is behind it? We are captured by the flower and its performance and over all we forget about the tree! It might be the tactic of nature to catch peopleâs attention. No one would look at it, if there was no attraction! It is so clean and precise and the opposite too; attention seeking, the flower gets the attraction. Prover 4 feels the breeze, smooth along her surface, elegant.
Prover 2 writes: I feel the trituration is getting a hard work to do. A deep breath, it takes effort. I feel like I Ìm working since a long time, it Ìs a hard work, every- thing is hurting, my neck, such hard work.
The promised land, why is the hut under the tree empty? Isnât it a good place to live in? Not what they expected, they did not develop. There are only the walls, hard walls, but no one is staying in it in the end.
Aching back, dorsal region, right sided. Sense of heaviness, sadness, image of a womb, the walls do not hold the foetus inside, the cervix is not strong, it falls out.
Prover 5 writes: The three of them are talking and laughing so much, I need to retire.
Prover 18 is on the ground on knees and elbows, to reduce her pain in the back, better when stretching, bending and moving, doing exercises. She is watching the others, disconnected, returning from a distance; nausea. It is not easy to listen; someone has to concentrate to pay attention. I do this and that, ideas donât lead to results.
The flower looks like a beard of a chamois on hunters` hats in Tyrol and in Bayern. Those men want to show off who has the âbiggestâ one!
We are four very different persons, like in a race: Who has the best idea? This is a good idea, no, this is a good idea, then rejecting the idea and back to nothing. Headache, frontal, on both sides.
We work hard, but not together. Everybody is in order, sensation of disconnection.
Prover 2 writes: To ask too much of a relationship. There is no connection, everybody has to do his own thing and feels oaky with that. There are days like the flower, but we are also part of the big trunk. There are only flashlights, gone in a flashlight, spectacular.
Prover 4 writes: Falling, thus disconnected, thus disappointed; showy surface, superficial feelings, not asking for more.
Numbness feeling in 2nd and 3rd toe on both sides; nausea and heartburn.
C2
Monica writes: We work together, we produce very good things. Prover 5 took a fruit, but it was too small to share, so he didnât offer, although he thought about. Prover 2 would have done the same. We are acquaintances; we do not share deeper affairs.
There is confusion about comment and command; weather to make a comment, or to command? In her thoughts, listening, she misunderstood until the command came, âscratchâ!
It sounds like fighting when we talk, but we donât bother, no interests in emotions today, I Ìm free today, like a day off. I wish to be part of the big trunk, but there is no contact, no emotions, the firework is over. I have no interest in fire- works.
Prover 2 writes: Confusion! âCan we put the silly car away?â (A toy car is situated on the table).
Prover 4: âDo you want me to bring us some water?â I am not sure, weather you poison it! You better join her! Helicopter! Prover 4 brings water; she is not sure about the original seal of the bottle. She starts to talk about China.
Prover 5: âOh please, donât tell us anything about China. Keep your story about you and be happy about it. Just shut up, I donât want to know. I donât like to know about, I like to miss your story. She insists to share it, but I insist not to listen, it is like a kind of pouring over me. How does the water taste?â Prover 5 pours the glass of water over his head. âThat is okay, but if you pour your story over me, it is not a sharing.â
Prover 2 doesnât care what he thinks.
Prover 5 writes: Might I? Politeness.
Headache in front, cough, feeling of powder in throat
Prover 18 asks:â Why arenât you interested in the stories of others?â
Prover 5:â No, I am interested, even curious, but I decide which story and when.â
They close the windows. Now it is our room.
Prover 4 writes: Do you want to sit below the grape tree or the grave tree? Confusion with words, doesnât allow to give connection, absolute nonsense. Prover 18 cannot stand the breeze anymore; she goes to buy a nice scarf. She doesnât like the draft; draft = giraffe; Prover 2 starts to cough because of the wind. Prover 18 is interested in how the cough is like? We are interested in superficial things only, avoid to go deeper, to not be infected by the stories of the others. We avoid to get confused by listening to the others, to be able to do, what we have to do.
Prover 18 writes: Everybody is leaving, Prover 2 and Prover 5. Explanations about the leaves, the more green a plant is, the more chlorophyll it produces, the more exchange will happen. Prover 4 means that the remedy protects us from something. It is a round thing and it feels connected and self contained.
One is working, one has to work and the others are hanging and lying around. Barking cough from Prover 2.
Prover 2 writes: We donât want other people Ìs stories, I neither want to be taken nor to be taken over. I donât want to talk about it. I do my work, I want to do
it precise, I donât want to be disturbed. It is a bit of a distraction to be asked about feelings; my concentration is on my work only. It is not the time for it now, I donât want distraction, I donât miss the connection, it is not important, the work is important, this is an appropriate feeling for a working place relationship, the work is important.
Someone asks too much about the situation, no deepness please, too much deepness is too superficial. I just want to concentrate on my work. Getting ready and gathering for the next fireworks, maybe.
Prover 5 writes: Confusion, without emotions, the power, the vigilance and the ability to distinguish is going to be reduced.
Headache in front.
We really make the best out of what we have got. It could have become disastrous. Fireworks have to be kept contained, controlled; otherwise there is a fire catastrophe. We are controlled.
We oppose Prover 4, when she says; each of us behaves like behind a wall. No one in this group cares about one other.
Handle with care! Precisely, highly concentrated, any imbalance could end up in a big disaster. Feelings are uncontrolled explosions.
She wants her work to be good, that needs concentration. She donât want to chat, she wants to get her work well structured. Within a relationship one other could think she is without feelings. We have a well structured and controlled job to do and that is enough.
C3
Prover 4 writes: This is the image of a bomb squad!
They work in groups, each of them is an individual, and everyone has to do his very special part of the whole job. No one is involved in the background stories of the others. The entire concentration is needed to do things right and precise. There is no space for things not belonging to the mission.
Suicide by accident.
Bruce Willis saving the world, always concerned with explosives.
Prover 5 has got a sweaty shaky hand.
No sudden movements, no noises.
Countdown from ten to zero!
Freddy Mercury, the Queen; The final countdown.
Exhausted from being in a permanent firework.
Shouting out all the energy; a pop starâs disease.
Michael Jackson.
Prover 2 writes.
Prover 18 asks:â Why do you work in this factory, in this job?â Prover 5:â I work here because it is a dangerous and precise work, an important work, it is for the greater good, for the whole world.â Prover 18:â There is no other chance!âProver 5:â To face the whole thing, to serve it, just like a Freddy Mercury situation, to give oneself away for it.â
Prover 4: âWe are connected in a big mission, which is explosive, we have to take care!â Like a statesman or a diplomat. Someone has to draw back, not telling everything. But if another one becomes invasive or too close, he has to be told to draw back as well, but of course in a way which does not antagonize, to avoid a conflict.
Containing feelings; speeches; thoughts; words; war; that all needs to be contained to prevent from a nuclear reaction!
The empty hut could be a symbol of nuclear war, emptiness.
Michael Jackson, Pop symbol; he constantly produced fireworks on stage; he gave all he could during his performances. Preparations were hard; he was a star, a âwow factorâ! He was kind of separated; he lost connection to his family and everything else, considering relationships. He died from accidental suicide, he even asked for the drug to kill him, playing with danger; for one night only.
Prover 4 writes: This theme is for the whole world. We are the world, we are the children. Michael Jackson got the image to create a better world, but he lost it. He lost his inner connection to where he came from; never found his inner platform again. While looking for a better world, he got exhausted and burned out, like in a chain reaction. Burned out from a fulfilling and important mission; giving it all.
Emergency services, doing and giving everything for very urgent needs. Disappointed, because the firework does not go on.
A plutonic theme, an atomic world. Disappointment on an emotional level. The Queen of the night; Queen Prover 4.