3-332.13.15: Atrichum undulatum
Introduction
World pain, the pain that a baby has because it has to be on earth and has left paradise; it screams and screams and screams. Deep and great pain because of a loss.
Mind
Sits bent at the table and screams and cries
Inconsolable.
Wants to stay alone.
Screaming is important, is good and helps.
Dark, hopeless, as if trapped in a tunnel.
Depression, from endless pain, suicidal, better screaming.
Strong, overwhelming, horror-like fears, at night.
Alp presses on the chest; restricts, strong internal anxiety.
Cannot set a foot on the ground because of sadness and fear; nightmare-like condition.
Nobody can stop it, lock it up in a psychiatric hospital.
No one understands the screaming.
At some point I will get out of this.
If you do not let me go, I'll go crazy and escape to a world where I am delivered to grotesque creatures.
Confused feeling in the head.
Physical symptoms
Head: headache, slightly piercing, from the nose inside to the forehead.
Stomach: nausea.