Woman, 40, Gilbert syndrome.
The Gilbert syndrome give high bilirubine levels in her blood. She has migraine with vomiting and pressing pain in her eyes, worse from light and eating and better from darkness and fresh air. her menses are heavy and she has premenstrual vomiting. She has much vomiting during g her pregnancies. In general she has cramps, in her hands.
She has asthma with cough in episodes. She is allergic to hair spray and tobacco.
From birth on she had recurrent otitis and later sinusitis. which were treated with antibiotics and silica. Later in life she developed pleurisy and still later cystitis and nephritis which were trotted with herbs, nettle tea and Berberis vulgaris. She has hyperflexible joints and had many sprains since puberty.
Her European mother married a man from Kuwait for the money. His father was very rich and he lived on inheritance money, doming nothing, being an alcoholic. She was the fourth child and unwanted. Her parents always left her with the nanny, but she was not allowed to cal, her nanny "mother". Later on in life her mother told her that she never wanted her. She started crying and her mother laughed at her. The she decided to never weep again. For many years she had no contact with her mother. Her mother told her she was ugly.
As a child she was hiding a lot, in many places, in cupboards
In puberty she lived with her father and took care of him. She felt not taken seriously as a woman in Kuwait. She felt neglected and not secure.
She married a man who had many problems with his father, being humiliated by him. She felt it as a trap having to take care of her husband, having to provide for the income. She had to be the strong person, the strong one. It felt like a repetition of the situation with her father.
She is a painter and a perfectionist. She is an order fanatic, trying to have everything in control. This is more so with her rebelling daughter and husband on the edge. She is very sensitive, always feeling where things go wrong or might go wrong. Her whole life has been a struggle. This made her make a shell around her. But she had to learn that she cannot take care of everyone.
She got awards as a painter and that was the only time she got respect from her mother.
Food: aversion capers, oysters, slimy food.
Worse: from leeks and milk.
Manses: heavy.
Dreams: war; bombing; protecting my children, dragging them with me; searching for my passport; beanbag persecuted.