Anomodon viticulosus

Mosty/ gnome / forest / fairy tale / elf walking in between / seems to be soft but is hard and firm / tasteless / resistant / roots hard - injurious - prickly

C1 / 1
Odor is fresh, then a bit mosty
Outer threads can easily be rubbed off
"I am something very special, great”
Radiates out of the shell
No contact; Is crushing
Sugar crumbly
distance

Remaining distance
Mosty odor
Naked eyes (yellow), piercing
Stinging smell

C1 / 2
Large, tall man; proud
"You will not get me"
Milk sugar is not adhering
"I do not want to face the situation"
Rubs badly (stems and small hair)
"No, no, no.." = resistance
"What I am, I have to protect"

Hard to scratch
Wants to be orderly; To get to the bottom of the matter

C1 / 3
Now I can hide better
Wants to escape - from the vessel
Thoughts are deviating
Playing with the material, but there is a gravity below
Does not connect; Crumbles apart
"What if all this is pointless?"
Need space
Searching a strategy to be left alone => do not mix me => escape from the vessel
Aggressive impulses => "Leave me alone"

Aggressive impulse continue, only dissolves when sides are scratched = "It takes the right technique for me to react"
Suddenly quite relaxed, but I do not feel any connection

C1 / 4
Cool, distant, waiting
Still stems
Can not be caught in the vessel => flees
Unapproachable / biting
Escape to the intellectual
Arrogance / snooty
Contact denying
"Are you ready soon? I'm not giving anything away "

C1 / 5
Still some stalks
Aggressive resistance is decreasing=> Grief is felt cautiously
Pictures of Trump always appear again
"I want to crush you all" - strong aggressive impulse
"You can not grab me"
Strange mixture of distance- grief -aggression

Pictures of a client (Mr. S.): I do not let anyone look into my soul

C1 / 6
Efficiency as protection
Cold foreclosure - "More I do not show" - self-protection
Cold feeling
Chilling cold eyes
Inner feeling of tension / holding
Strong feeling of distance to myself

Summary C 1:
There is a connection, but you must find it => scratch properly
Twice flashes of something that allows understanding: light - grief
There is something underneath which can not be opened so easily; this is not so easy
distance

Distance means: aggression, not showing, escaping, not connecting


C2 / 1
"I have much to tell, because I am so old-you will not understand."
"I know it all" and "Who has ears to hear, hears" => Pictures from the film "Frozen” = mosses
I feel very warm
Sadness as an everyday feeling

"I do not talk"

C2 / 2
Stubborn - does not talk
Drifting away / dissociate?
"I am crushed”
I look as from above; I am not involved
Looking at
dreams

When I scratch, I scratch. When I rub, I rub
C2 / 3
"Do not ask me who I am and what I am. - I am"
I am falling asleep
"It's all ok. What do you want?"
My glasses are disturbing
Stitching in the back
Maybe I am the wrong one to rub here - feelings of failing
Thoughts are wandering

Tired
Everything is blurred before the eyes
I want to be accurate

C2 / 4
What would “ The Bergdoktor” say to what we are doing here?
Tired / eyes are closing
Exhausting
Cramps in the back
I really would like to throw away everything
Neck hurts more and more
Being blind, is that so bad?

I need new milk sugar

C2 / 5
Will not help you either
Feel subconscious anger / rage about not being left alone
Fairy tale? I know no fairy tales about deception
I am gentle; Will only be angry if you annoy me
Pictures from a movie: I am driving a big car (Mercedes), but I hide it. I am teased and prompted to show the key. I push the key under a beam so that it is hardly recognizable

In the deep snow - lonely - meaningless

C2 / 6
Model of an airplane - purpose?
"I told you, I'm not saying anything. It's pointless "
Skin of frontal region ( head) is itchy
Tired
boredom
Drifting into pictures, old, which I do not remember
Almost asleep


C3 / 1
Nose runs - right nostril
Stitching right mammae
"You have to engage in me”
Fear to be hurt when I show myself
heatwave
"If you will engage in me, I'll flee"

Now you have to scrap the scrap heap

C3 / 2
I do not like it when you rub clockwise 
I do not like being fixed, arrested – then I will escape
As I turn around the other way, the smile disappears. "I'm different! And only if you accept that, you will experience me.
"You have not taken care" => I will close myself
Control?

Idea to go with Waltraud (S.R.) for a few days to Berlin
C3/ 3
Kindness
Sandman
Escaping again
If I turn around the other way (clockwise), then sadness appears

Play with me to achieve certain things (if you..., then..)

C3 / 4
"I'm not telling anything, I told you immediately"
"I'm very very slow"
Image: Great hall, golden wall. Can not see what's on it
Tired
Slowly I connect with myself - feels comfortable: "But still do not tell anything about me. But everything is ok. "

C3 / 5
"I am the silence. With me you can go into the eye of the Hurricane "
"New things confuse me; Can not connect with it. "
Erich Kästner "The 31st..."
Froth of Cappuccino
What is the meaning of the scraping when everything is scraped already

C3 / 6
Connectivity versus fleeing
The more you want to involve me, the more I will flee

Very accurate; To include everything
daily thoughts
Everything OK
Gayatri - inner smile