642.13.12 Anemone nemorosa, Case
Woman, 35, fatigue.
She lacks energy, she cannot get rid of her anger and aggression. It became much worse after she ended her relationship. He was very much in love with her, but could not go on with her as he was married and then she reviled him. He gave her a lot, but she felt shaken that he did not choose for her. She went into therapy for it because she felt empty and alone, especially on the weekends. She admired him and the relationship was meant to end her insecurity. Before that she had had other loves, but they were not in love with her.
She is insecure, and doubts herself a lot. She is very available, it is difficult to establish her boundaries. She easily admires others and later rejects them. The worst thing for her is to be left alone, rejected, on her own.
As a child she decided not to weep, as her mother was always weeping. She concluded that she had to manage on her own, that she could not rely on her mother. Her father was unsafe too, as she faced his outbursts of temper. He was unpredictable, angry when she got home a bit too late, when she had her music on a bit too loud. He was extremely narcissistic. She admired her father and at the same time reviled him.
She is very soft, weeps very easily.
Dream: persecuted by black men, hiding behind her sister.
Analysis
Carbon series: empty and alone; insecurity; could not rely on her mother.
Silicon series: relationship to end her insecurity.
Ranunculaceae: very soft, weeps very easily.
Stage 12: anger and aggression; revile.
Follow up
After Anemone nemorosa MK she feels much better. She has the feeling that she should have been like this all her life. She hardly weeps anymore. It became clear to her that her father had always crushed her, that she had to eface herself for him, and that her mother did not protect her. She does not have to do her best for men; they come to her, telling her what a classy woman she is.