Electrophorus electricus
Triturating proving, 8-7-2012, Iquitos.
Prover 1
Very tired, the trituration costs a lot of power, which is unusual.
After half an hour the energy is better.
Quiet, like a night.
Electricity, what I would like to have, the energy.
Very energetic, feeling as if I could do everything, can work for hours.
Elated, clear in mind, as if waked refreshed, clear head.
Prover 2
Throat feels closed, eingeschnurt, swallowing is very difficult.
Sadness, in the chest especially, weepy.
Feeling as if I cannot go on, without understanding.
Cut off from all living creatures, from happiness, from laughing, from joy from love.
Sad from lost love, without consolation and connection, which can only be better when dead; it comes in waves.
Feeling as if locked in, in a gummicelle, like in a psychiatric hospital.
Big people, giants, like in fairy tales, with a big heavy lower body; a big fat giant woman, like a man, rude, walking with wide legs, big feet.
The screen of the foot camera is black, with picture fro a while.
Forgetful, dementia.
Prover 3
Like the grumpy old men from the Muppet show.
Cynical old men, that should be happy what is left to him, the remains, the left overs, a small backward place, retired, angry when interrupted or interfered with.
Waving, as from a boat.