Gallus gallus domesticus
Mind
Freedom is expression.
Floating as in a hot air balloon, between heaven and earth. Lacking substance. Light, full of love and light, darkness is ignored, does not exist.
Even the sense of apparent freedom afforded by New Age ideologies end up in boredom and resignation, because no transformation of unconscious fears had occurred.
Being totally taken care of.
Images of fat: cooking in fat, a lot of grease in the pan. Mothers who overfeed their children to the point of crippling obesity.
Obese moms over-mothering their kids, so that they have difficulties in leaving home when the time has come to do.
Sense of darkness, Unease. Feeling of abuse.
Restriction is expressed:.
There is nothing, just insufferable boredom. Nothing changed. Daily monotony, So painfully boring I thought I would not survive it.
Resignation, Ending up in a weird eccentricity as a caricature of individuality.
No independence left whatsoever.
Individuality is gone, emotions are gone, self-esteem and self-worth are gone. Even consciousness of “self” is gone. Psychological blindness.
Serving others, as doormat.
On the one hand the comfort - on the other hand limitation. Being trapped and, because of extreme limitations, being unable to leave that trap any more.
Desire to belong to a group and to conform to cover up fears of starvation and survival - Not able to see what is really going on. Fear blindfolds me. My mind is blocked. My intellect stands still.
Simply go along with mainstream society Creature of habit, Conform, Uniform, A clear pecking order, Peaceful routine and monotony follow the daily routine. This energy stabilizes (and limits) the individual, the group and the community Stuck in rut.
A deep fear that something could change, New ideas, new thoughts, everything beyond the normal routine is threatening. Little things are dealt with meticulously. Aversion, an inability, or fear, keeps him from looking at the bigger picture.
Psychological blindness, a refusal to be cognizant of their motivations, aimless activity, meaningless social interaction. Live their lives unconsciously and avoid confrontation with their fears through conforming to mainstream norms.
Fear: hunger, starvation.
Poor me, I am a good and perfectly normal guy, is there nobody to pity me, to take care of me, to feed me? Somebody who would give me enough to survive?.
Depend completely on the support of the group. Cant survive without the group. I am not enough without the group.
Taken advantage of by leaders, ideologists, demagogues, in order to direct people, to manipulate their consciousness. Con artists and swindlers, Bureaucracy. There is no escape. Simple - mindedness is being used for someone elses goals.
Black magic: Hitler used black magic (Chicken are sacrificed in black magic rituals).
Ideology is presented as truth. Give their lives deliberately for their homeland, for patriotic ideologies, so-called “higher goals”. Simple-mindedness sacrifices itself for the “higher good of all”, follows blindly, goes into the trap. Executions in the name of the people. Dark powers rule simpletons, there is no way out - either you conform or you are lost. Despair grows. Panic without meaning. Envy is poisoning the interaction. Suspiciousness, Better hide yourself, anyone could be a spy, or a nark.
Helplessness everywhere. No hope a heavy darkness oppresses everything. Sens. fogginess of mind, consciousness is empty, does not exist, no transformation. Sadness amidst the ruins, reflection, insight. Admitting ones stupidity, deep pain about what happened, what is now lost. Deepest despair and resignation about ones own stupidity, sad disillusionment.
Fat has to do with holding back, holding back energy, not allowing the natural flow.
Live their lives unconsciously, avoid confrontation with their fears through conforming to mainstream societal norms.
Mind feels dull.
Inanity, Simple-mindedness.
Nothing make sense. Nothing has meaning, no interest in anything beyond the surface. I don’t want to understand, it would only confuse me, and scare me.
Only random thoughts of minor trifles, things that really don’t matter. Superficial Communication is only gossip, talk only about others, about the outside, not about what they are experiencing inside. Gossip clacking, without meaning. Pretence, bragging, vanity without meaning.